Michelle and James (Swimming pool)
James POV
I can't imagine how my life became a mess when I lost someone dearly to me, but I want to live my life to the fullest even it breaks me into a million pieces. Each day of my life, I found myself thinking of many things that happened and how possible it was for me to go for the wrong things instead of choosing the right path in life.
Can we just go for the things that will help us? Where there's no problems around in life or being able to hurt yourself because you cannot do anything right. Have you ever thought of losing someone? In fact, when you can't do anything at all because you can never bring them back to life even you wanted to but you can't.
It took me a long time to realize that not everything in life is meant to be a beautiful story. Not every person we feel something deep and moving with is meant to make a home within us, is meant to be a forever. Every challenge I face will always test me to take the risk even it break me down to the point I never thought of moving forward.
Sometimes people come into our lives to teach us how to love; and sometimes, people come into our lives to teach us how not to love. How not to settle, how not to shrink ourselves ever again. Yes sometimes people have but that's okay, because their lessons always stay, and that is what matters. That is what remains where chances comes but we missed it
Everything is not as beautiful as you think whenever you have something done well and there's also a chance of losing of something by the mistakes people see in you. They never knew what you have been through but end up of being alone that may lead to destroying your own happiness and positive thoughts.
Do you want to know something that you need to have in your life to live the fullest? There are 4 very important words in life which you can live without worrying anything wherein these words can let you have a beautiful life and these are love, honest truth and respect. Without these in your life, you won't be living a good life that you always wanted to.
Sometimes we learn, sometimes we give up, sometimes we feel pain, sometimes we lose, sometimes we win, sometimes we move forward, sometimes we forget, sometimes we fight, sometimes we expect something in life, sometimes we are disappointed, sometimes we feel happy, sometimes we thought a lot of things, sometimes we want to try something new, sometimes we want to go back where we came from, sometimes we look back at the past, sometimes we judge people, sometimes we feel betrayed and there are a lot of having sometimes in life where you mind set things right and you think if you have already achieve something.
Life has taught us a lot of things either it brings us up or knock us down, it's our choice to go on or hide from all the life turning point of opportunities.
Why do we give up so easily even without trying those challenges that comes in our life? It takes time and courage for us to try new opportunities when we should at least motivate and train our mind to fight for what we have. Can we at least try before we give up?
Our life is a like a book, there are still pages that need to fill in wherein our story never ends there by saying the things you want but you must continue what the life holds in. Start on believing yourself than believing what other people say because it distract your mindset to be motivated each day. Aim for what you want, not for the things that you expect.
Were on a stepping stone of walking down our path but until years passed by moment and memories will stay the same but life goes on and change into something new
"Dude" when someone tapped me on the shoulder which made me goes back to my senses. Why do I think so much lately? At least my anxiety is not coming back as of now, because I still remember when I lost my mom with a sudden death which she died because of cancer that she never told me or eonnie about it and when in fact, I hate what my dad did that day
"Oh you're here guys" I said which made me wonder what are they doing here? Don't tell me my cousin also called them? They sit on the couch and it seems that they don't know what is really happening here and all I can say that we're in big trouble again
Benjamin started to play a song while it try to make beat the use of two pens and charles is beatboxing which he making a sound to mixed on the tone. I know this song that benjamin is playing right now then mico is watching us as he start to sing
(Charles)
Never say never ๐ถ
Yeah, yeah, never ever ๐ถ
Never ever, ever, ever, ever, ever ๐ถ
Woah, benjamin still got the dj in him and he knows how to play different instrument same with mico who sing well when it comes to rapping and charles play a piano and guitar the most "Nice benjamin"
(Mico)
See I never thought that I ๐ถ
Could walk through fire ๐ถ
I never thought that I ๐ถ
Could take the burn ๐ถ
I never had the strength ๐ถ
To take it higher ๐ถ
Until I reached the point ๐ถ
Of no return ๐ถ
This song is really something I always want to listen because it hits me hard and the lyrics smash it
(Benjamin)
And there's just no turning back ๐ถ
When your heart's under attack ๐ถ
Gonna give everything I have ๐ถ
It's my destiny ๐ถ
(Me)
I will never say never ๐ถ
I will fight ๐ถ
I will fight 'til forever ๐ถ
To make it right ๐ถ
Whenever you knock me down ๐ถ
I will not stay on the ground ๐ถ
Pick it up, pick it up ๐ถ
Pick it up, pick it up, up, up ๐ถ
And never say never ๐ถ
(Charles)
Ne-never say never ๐ถ
Ne-never say never ๐ถ
Ne-never say never ๐ถ
Never say it ๐ถ
Never, Never say it ๐ถ
Then someone knock on the door which I opened it
(Mico)
I never thought I ๐ถ
Could feel this power ๐ถ
I never thought that I ๐ถ
Could feel this free ๐ถ
I'm strong enough to climb ๐ถ
The highest tower ๐ถ
And I'm fast enough to run ๐ถ
Across the sea ๐ถ
Oh bunch of students, I think they're looking for the principal right now
"Excuse me, is the principal here?"
(Benjamin)
And there's just no turning back ๐ถ
When your heart's under attack ๐ถ
Gonna give everything I have ๐ถ
'Cause this is my destiny ๐ถ
"About that, she's not here and I think she is still in the meeting"
"Ah I see, can you just give this to here? Since someone told us to give to her personally" the girl with braces said and I think he is a sophomore
"Okay, I'll just give it to her. Thank you"
I just put the flower of bouquet on the table of Claire so that she could see it immediately instead of putting it on the side where she will not see it
(Charles)
I will never say never ๐ถ
I will fight ๐ถ
I will fight 'til forever ๐ถ
To make it right ๐ถ
Whenever you knock me down ๐ถ
I will not stay on the ground ๐ถ
Pick it up, pick it up ๐ถ
Pick it up, pick it up, up, up ๐ถ
And never say never ๐ถ
(Me)
Here we go ๐ถ
Guess who ๐ถ
J Smith and ** ๐ถ
I gotcha lil' bro ๐ถ
I can handle him ๐ถ
Hold up, I ๐ถ
I can handle him ๐ถ
(Mico)
Now he's bigger than me ๐ถ
Taller than me ๐ถ
And he's older than me ๐ถ
And stronger than me ๐ถ
And his arm's a little bit longer than me ๐ถ
But he ain't on a ** song with me ๐ถ
I be tryna chill ๐ถ
They be trying to side with the thrill ๐ถ
No pun intended ๐ถ
Was raised by the power of Will ๐ถ
Like Luke with the Force ๐ถ
If push comes to shove ๐ถ
Like Kobe in the fourth ๐ถ
Ice water in blood (let's go) ๐ถ
What Claire taking so long? It's been 1 hour already and I'm not done yet cleaning the swimming pool because we still have community service tomorrow and now we're here in the office just singing, sitting, and waiting for her
(Benjamin)
I gotta be the best ๐ถ
And yes we're the flies ๐ถ
Like David and Goliath ๐ถ
I conquered the giant ๐ถ
So now I got the world in my hand ๐ถ
I was born from two stars ๐ถ
So the moon's where I land (I'm gone) ๐ถ
(Charles)
I will never say never ๐ถ
I will fight ๐ถ
I will fight 'til forever ๐ถ
To make it right ๐ถ
Whenever you knock me down ๐ถ
I will not stay on the ground ๐ถ
Pick it up, pick it up ๐ถ
Pick it up, pick it up, up, up ๐ถ
And never say never ๐ถ
(Me)
I will never say never ๐ถ
I will fight 'til forever ๐ถ
To make it right ๐ถ
Whenever you knock me down ๐ถ
I will not stay on the ground ๐ถ
Pick it up, pick it up ๐ถ
Pick it up, Pick it up, up, up ๐ถ
And never say never ๐ถ
(Benjamin)
Ne-never say never ๐ถ
Never say it ๐ถ
Ne-never say never ๐ถ
Never say it ๐ถ
Ne-never say never ๐ถ
Never say it ๐ถ
And never say never ๐ถ
(Me)
Ne-never say never ๐ถ
Never say it ๐ถ
Ne-never say never ๐ถ
Never say it ๐ถ
Ne-never say never ๐ถ
And never say never ๐ถ
Its done and benjamin is still playing that beat
"Guys, what are you weakness?"
"Why did you ask all of a sudden?"
"So that we won't get bored while waiting for your cousin" well he's right about it
"I'm sensitive, smallest things hurt me" charles said and that's true. I still remember when he got scolded by his mom because he made a mistakes then he cry
"Seeing my mom cry is the most painful thing I would feel. That is why I wanted to make her smile all the time even I look idiot"
"Losing someone special to me" I feel mico we both lose someone special to us and were trying our best not to show off our weak side
"Oh come on, don't cry dude"
"Who said I'm crying right now" even mico just trying hold back his tears and same goes to me
"Anyway, are you done cleaning?"
"Not yet, because I started awhile ago at 11:30pm on the swimming pool which I saw michelle cleaning" I said and I need to clean right now because it will take until night again
"How about you benjamin? Awhile ago, you feel uneasy. Is there something wrong?"
"Ah nothing, I'm just a little bit tired and I just want to take a rest but the students use the studio right now so I need to clean it again"
"How about you mico?" I asked him
"Don't even bother asking because that jamie trying to ruined my mood but I have no choice but to clean too. So after this, I'll go straight there and it's already 2:00pm" mico said
"You seem to be quiet charles, did something happen to you and alexis?"
He didn't say anything and browsing to his phone when benjamin tapped on his shoulder then we noticed his left cheek got a bit swollen. Did he get slap by alexis? Did he pissed off her again?
"Dude, what happen to you? Did someone slapped you? Is it alexis?" benjamin asked
He didn't answer the question of benjamin and still focus on his phone without turning his around with us
"What do you think?" benjamin suddenly asked and we don't know what he means by that
"About what?"
"Right now? Why did the principal call us here?" benjamin just shrugged same goes with charles
"Don't ask me because she didn't even tell me the reason why she call us here especially me the first she call and told me to come over to her office which she seem to be serious and didn't bother asking her again" I said
The door opened and it's Claire who is always busy on meetings for the board director on her company. Did I forget that she build her own company and own restaurant in New York?
Let me say, she owns 20 businesses which are 5 agency, 5 restaurant, 5 entertainment, 2 museum, and 3 airlines. Yet she is the principal and president of this academy that my older sister builds for almost 30 years since 1991.
Irish which is my older sister and she is in Germany now taking care a lot of business and contracts with her business partners. That how busy she is when don't much have time to spend with me
"Sit properly" Claire said seriously and all of us sit properly which made us nervous at the moment. Did something happen? Don't tell me? I'm always afraid when Claire is in a serious mood and never put a smile on her face. One more thing, she really suspended us for real time
"You boys really want to get suspended for a month again!"
"Claire, just re..."
"Address me properly, or else I'll kicked you out of this academy" she is really mad right now and I think uncle told her about it which make me want to go home right now
"How could you do that? Especially to the four transferee girls?! Don't even dare lie, you won't graduate at all!"
"About that, Ms. Santiago we didn't ....ah...you know..."
"You know what the other professor said that they want to suspend you for one month for violating one of the rules. I just went to a business trip yesterday and yet one of the professors saw what you did and made the transferee look pathetic"
Ah come on, why does it have to be us? Well those four girls did something too why aren't they get scolded by her and my blood is boiling from the point I want to hurt someone because I can't stop thinking a lot of things right now
"Instead of suspension, I'm going to extend your community service for two more days. You still have three days to do the community service since you're not done with the given date I gave you"
"Claire please"
"Come on, we been doing the community service for almost two days now yet you extend two more days"
"Please Ms. Santiago, can you just let this go?"
"I said address me properly"
"Well they did the same thing to us by throwing egg and shooting water gun" I complained to her
"But you boys started the fight, do you plan to make a lot of troubles and get penalty at the same time demerits to ruin your reputation?"
As if, it's our fault and we have reasons to do that
"Especially you and mico, why did you punch the son of Mr. Grey!" if I would tell you, you won't even believe me at all. You never listen to whatever I say
"Mr. Grey is complaining and what you two get expelled in this academy but I told him no need to worry about it because I need to know what really happened before I proceed on expelling you on this academy"
"Is that even necessary Claire?"
"I said address me properly!"
"When his son started it all, saying nonsense things about mom and dad which make me boil at the point I want to kill him! He kept saying that my mom died because dad has a lot of affairs in the office which I hate to hear the most because I don't want to know about it anymore! And he doesn't have the right talk like that when he knows nothing about what happened! He also said that I'm always on your office and he thought that I'm waiting for you to seduce and flirt like what the hell! I hate the thing he said that is why I smash his face multiple times!" then my tears fell which I didn't realize I'm already crying because I hate talking about it which it just reminded me on how my mom died and that night I saw dad with someone and both of them are naked which make my heart break into pieces because how could he do that on the day mom died!
"Could you leave us for awhile? Because I need to talk to james right now" she said and they just left the office
"Why did you let them leave!"
"Why are you shouting james!"
"I'm not in the mood to talk!"
"Then you shouldn't have shouts like that!"
"Well I should because you know me! If you don't have anything to say I'll leave now"
"You're dad found out what happened yesterday and he wants to meet you after he is all done with his business"
"Tell him, don't even bother meeting me!"
"James, he is your dad!"
"I don't care if he is my dad!"
"Can you should at least listen to him!
"I don't need to! After what he has done! I can never forgive him! If he is planning to expel me in this academy then dare me because he will regret what he is doing!"
"Is that how you talk to your dad when he is trying his best to make it up to you!"
I hate talking to her when everytime she take the side of my dad instead of me when she already know what happened too then have the guts to say that
"Why do you always take his side instead mine?"
"James, you should at least understand your dad for once!"
"Why should I?!" I shouted at her
"Not even once, he understands me!"
"You just didn't noticed it but he is trying to!"
"You don't know anything at all Claire! Then he is not qualified to be my father since the day I lost my mom!" then she slap me which made me tangled on my mind that surprised her on what she did
"James, I didn't mean to sla....I'm so sorry"
"You're just like my dad who slaps me when everything goes wrong and never listen to what I explain or say"
"No james, I didn't mea..." I didn't talk anymore and just went out then slam the door because I can't stop my anger right now which makes me want to go home.
I'll just go to the swimming pool and want to drown myself until I just woke up and I'm with mom. I just don't think anything anymore and this life is a mess that I don't want to have which I already lost a lot of things which I can't turn back time. Why is my life so pathetic?
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Michelle POV
People tell me "you've changed." Well, yeah I did change and thank God because I don't want to be the same person all my life. I want to change and grow as a young lady that everyone wants to see me even when everything seems too catchy in life. When I was still in America, I want to experience new things, explore in different places and learn more about the world.
As I take a step out of my comfort zone, it made me realize a lot of things in life when times get rough all we do is go on with the life we live on not because we are devastated with the fate we have with other people but what we could do just to be what we live right now. I want to feel alive where it wants me to do the things that I want to achieve as long I live longer.
I want to keep moving where people criticize or judge but it doesn't matter because I'm doing my best not get on what they're going to say to me. I always think that we rebel too much because we thought of being hurt by the person we love and we just wanted to be loved, understand and comfort by the words by hearing it such as
"Everything is going to be fine"
"You can fight for it, I'm always here for you"
"I can't guarantee you anything but I will always listen to everything you say until you let out your pain and cry"
"I may not be the person that can comfort you but talk to me all the time and I'll try my best to make you feel at ease"
"Don't worry, life goes on and we may not bring back what we have lost but instead we should learn to let of things that would not let us feel the pain we had"
"If you feel like you want to die right now, then do it but don't regret what you have done right now because no one will help you and you're the only who can help yourself but I'm just here to tell you this that not every situation you're in is something you can solved by killing yourself but instead live your life because you only live once and we can never go back we you start think those things that you regret the most"
"Some people never changed and others may be harsh but learn from it because you're in the world were reality hits you than your expectation in life that you always wish for having a beautiful life even it only happens once if you do good things but we're not perfect people and always remember always decide what you want to do"
"With the little things we do in life, make sure it makes you happy because no one could do that but only you can have your own happiness"
Focus on making progress not perfection because we make mistakes even people only see that than to believe what you're going to say. Aaron D. Ajar always say that every good thing takes time. You can't rush things. Growth is not linear, but a journey where one filled with challenges and opportunities in life that makes us to push to our destination.
Sometimes we walk through paths where we don't know what destination we are headed to but when time passed by and then the final decision we have will always lead us either to the right way or wrong direction. No one can do it for you it's your journey.
And there will be days you'll want to give up, but you can keep going. There are no shortcuts to get there, so you have to embrace the process.
We only think the possible things we want to try but we can't even do those difficult things that must happen in life. Why do we avoid the challenges that always come up to us? Are we afraid to get defeated or lose of something? Think the progress, not perfection. Allow yourself to grow in the process.
Make room for failure too. If we don't have failures in life it means you have done anything at all even no matter how good you are in things you are achieving right now then those opportunities are not the one that takes you into a challenging task in life. Just do your daily practice and cultivate a kind heart. Bet on hard work.
Abandon impatience. The results will come down when they're ready. Remember, consistent small steps are way better than just one big step with no further progress.
Someone snapped a finger and I notice that lovely is here which made me look at her "Are you even listening to me?"
"Oh sorry about that, you're saying?"
"Nevermind, it seems to me you zoned out again"
"I just didn't sleep well that is why"
"Is something bothering you?"
"Nothing, it's just that I always get nervous when I can't find why and I have trouble sleeping lately since we move in or transferred to another school"
"Why don't ask or console to a psychiatrist?" she said and same goes to alexis. But I didn't bother of it since it is just a waste of money so I did is to listen to a music instead and sleep
"I'll think about it, if I have time" I said
"Do you want me to find you one?"
"No need" wait a minute, I just realized what is she doing here?
"Don't you have anything to do right now? Are you done cleaning?"
"Ah yes, but I think I need to clean it again since the student use the studio awhile ago when I wa....." she cut off what she is saying right now which made me curious at all and
"Continue what you're saying"
"Ah about that... actually" then her stomach growl and that made me laugh
"Can you help me got to the canteen? Or you still need to clean here?"
"Since I almost clean the swimming pool, bench and the equipment here. Maybe I'll just clean the other spot after I'll help you buy food and eat" I said and I get my things on the bench
Then someone left a flower, chocolate, gift and letter beside my bag and I don't know what to do with it because I think it's not mine and maybe it's for someone else. I just let it be but a guy approached at the same time lovely too
"Hi there" he look shy and I don't know him
"Hi, may I know who you are?"
"I think he likes you" then I elbow lovely to zip her mouth right now then the guy handed me his phone I know what he is going to ask
"May I get your number?" Is he blushing right now? I started to laugh at him which makes him even embarrassed
"About that, I don't usually text someone unless we're close but let me think about it before I give it to you"
"Ah I see, its fine but at least can I have a picture with you? Because I'm a biggest fan of yours michelle swift" he said and it creeps me out of my body. But there's nothing wrong about it so I might as well do it. Then I handed back his phone which he take selfie with me
"Thank you so much and all of these are for you" he said and left with his friends. So this is mine?
"Wah! You really have suitor right now and I think he really likes you. Why didn't you give your number to him?"
"Why would I? It's a US number and we don't have Philippine number okay" then she scratch the back of her head and laugh
"It's that a pollen?" she asked and started to sneeze then get itch on her arm and neck. Omg, I forgot that she's allergic to pollen
"Are you alright lovely?"
"Ah...I'm...aa...aaachu..fine" she have runny nose now then I put away the flowers away from here and gave it to someone else
"You can have this one because my friend is allergic to pollen" I smile and went back to lovely. She now have rushes
"Did you bring your medicine?"
"No I didn't because I thought I won't get any allergic to pollens but I'm wrong I guess so"
We went to the clinic first since she needs to take a medicine to ease her sneeze and stop from itching
"This will get over it, do.... do.... achu... don... achu! Don't .....wor...achu...worry..achu!" she said and she's not okay right now and I can't blame the guy who gave this because he doesn't know about it
"No you're not fine at all and let's go to the clinic now" I said seriously so that she will know that I'm not joking because it makes me worry a lot
"Excuse me, do you know where the clinic is?" I asked and they show us the way
"Michelle....achu...achu...I'm fine" she is really sneezing right now
After 15 minutes
"Thank you so much" then I bow my head to show some respect here to the students who help us
Then we knocked at the door "Come in" and we entered the clinic but lovely just resist to go inside but I pulled her
"Come on michelle, is this even necessary to do it?"
"It's not like they're going to operate you or get an injection lovely"
"Michelle please" I can't stop laughing at her and why is she afraid to go inside the clinic when there's nothing wrong about it. Does she have trauma going to the clinic or hospital?
"Are you afraid to go inside?"
"It's not that, I just hate going to a clinic" she just said without telling the real reason behind it, still I pulled her to go inside
"What happened to her?" the doctor asked
"She's allergic to pollens"
"Did someone give her?"
"Actually, someone give a flower of pollen but that guy didn't know anything" I explained
"Okay, I'll give you cetirizine or loratadine and take it now" the doctor said and handed the medicine to lovely
"Thank you doc"
"Also, here is an immunotherapy tables to desensitize the body to pollen then a nasal sprays to relieve you on itching"
Then lovely just sit beside the doctor
"Are you afraid of shots or injection?" the doctor asked then lovely stood up which I think she is afraid of needle shots and that's the reason why she doesn't want to go to the clinic or hospital
"I think she is, that is why I gave you immunotherapy tablets instead of shots"
"But I can take the shots if it really helps" she said and she looks serious now. The doctor suddenly laughed at lovely and she is just mesmerized with the doctor smile. Well we can say that, the doctor has a beautiful smile indeed.
"Anyway, just take the medicine and stay away from the pollens so that you won't get any allergies."
"Doc, do you have a girlfriend?" trying to be cute and here she goes again with his pretty smile but the doctor just blush which mean he have one
"Yes I do have"
"Really? Is she pretty?" is she interrogating the doctor right now? Are we a detective right now? I pulled her
"Let's go now lovely and thank you so much doc" I said
"If there's anything else, you need just ask me and I'll be here until 5pm" then we left the clinic
"Have you fallen in love with the doctor already?"
"Not really, I think he is familiar and I saw him from somewhere" she said
"Anyway, I need to go back to the swimming pool so that I could finish what I'm cleaning" then left here and went back to the swimming pool because that james won't be back right now and I swear I hate that guy who didn't even help me clean the swimming pool, bench and the put the equipments back
Oppa is calling right now
"Oppa, why did you call?"
"I just miss my baby princess right now since it's my break time and gladly you pick up my call. I thought you're just going to ignore it since I called you more than five times last night" โ derrick
"I'm sorry about that oppa, I just can't sleep lately"
"Do you want me to come there and be with you?" โ derrick
"No oppa, I'll be fine and the girls are with me"
"Are you sure? I'm worried about you" โ derrick
"I'm sure of it. Maybe just visit me here if you have time"
"Sure my little princess, your oppa will make time for you" โ derrick
"Have you eaten?"
"Yes, since its morning here and how about you? Have you eaten your dinner now?" โ derrick
"Not yet, maybe later I will"
"Oh I need to go now since they're calling me and I'll call you later. Love you my little princess" โ derrick
He ended the call and I'm here in the swimming pool. At least there's no student here and I can finish cleaning the place. How these students could put a mess here in the swimming pool and left a trash on the bench? There is a sign of CLAYGO, but why can't they follow it?
I put my bag on the bench and get a plastic to pick up the trash they left here. How could these students don't learn anything here? What the use of the policy if they can't even know how put there left over on the trash?
"Where is that damn annoying guy?! When will he get here and help me?!" that guy is really fricking obnoxious. I just want to be done with this and it's already 4:00pm now. Did he even clean this swimming pool?
I think someone is on the pool maybe just taking a swim I think so and I shouldn't bother that person since I don't know who it was. But it seems something wrong and I walk towards to the pool. It's a guy and he is just lying while floating? What the hell! Is he serious?!
"Hey, wake up!"
"Are you stupid? If you have planned to kill yourself then stop it because it's not funny!"
"Don't you hear me?! Come out there" I said and I think he can't hear me at all
I just dive and swim towards him. What? It's him? What is he doing?
"Are you crazy?!"
"What's wrong with you?! Are you trying to kill yourself out there?"
"We're not close, but stop this nonsense because it's not even funny" he is not talking and just the same he was
"James! Can't hear me what I say?! Wake up! Are you even listening?!"
"Hey! Are you deaf?!" I notice his tears fell
"Wake up james! I don't know what happen but stop fooling around!" then he is just crying and his eyes are swollen. It's my first time to see a guy cry like this and I can in his eyes that he is broken, pain and hurt. I pulled him and push him up. Then he just looks at the pool thinking of deep thoughts
"Are you alright?" I asked him but he just didn't listen to me and stand up then went straight to the shower room and went out to throw a towel, extra shirt and PE pants to me. He gets his things and left without saying anything. Maybe something happened to him which I don't know what it is but I hope he's going to be fine.
I never see a guy like that who cries and I don't know what to say to him because he is not even interested talking to me. He is not even flirting to anyone right now and that is new. All my clothes are wet right now and I need to change before I continue cleaning here