chapter 3

I strip out of my clothing's,. bathed with hot water. I bet she smelled alcohol on my body, I know she's definitely coming back for that... for sure and geez I can't believe Remi stood up for me again.he'd promised me he wouldn't stick out for me again he says that every time but never keeps to it. I get out of the bathroom cleaning up myself I walk out to the kitchen I'm so famished like mad. I make a grab and a packet of cereal.gulping it down as soon as possible. i start to go back up to my room but the door bell rings I open the door flinging myself at him

'thanks so much Remi mum would have literally killed me'. he wanted to pull back but I didn't let him I sink into him with all of me squeezing myself against him until he was forced to wrap his hands around my body. I breathe in all of him at once

' you smell nice' he whispers against my neck and I could swear I feel giddy. the need rushing through me.

' thanks'

' it's okay now' he grabs my shoulders pulling me away I'm sure he feels it too....' now where were you last night'

ugh another round of scolding

' you got drunk?, are u still tipsy?? why on Earth would you do that again when you know your mom was gonna be home uh?'

' I'm sorry' I rub my hands over my face then smoothen my sweaty palms on the towel I'm wearing.im sure if I bent down. Remi could see my butt but I don't care we're best friends.

' I hate this attitude of yours Elle. why wouldn't you just stop in a week.'

' you can't give me a reason not to Remi. I feel good drinking.'

' oh...Elle , who's deceiving you uh? have you been having sex with someone? ' he peers his eyes at me concerned relief rush over him as i shake my head. ' then why '

' it....I ...it just makes me happy.'

' seriously, huh? you know you're the one who's supposed to tell me to stop drinking but I don't even drink'. I cock my brow at his obvious lie.' unless it's needed'

his eyes run down down on me as if realizing what I'm wearing.nothing. he run a hand through his hair stepping back.' we've talked about this Elle '. he says in a low quiet voice . ' times with out numbers, I've always told you you could count on me talk to me about anything. don't you trust me anymore?'.

' I do trust you Remi look honestly I haven't been hiding things from you. you of all people should know that.'

' were you raped?'

' Remi!!!?'

' I'm just asking there must be a reason'. he step closer to me cups my face in his hands.' you know how much you mean to me, I care about you alot so please don't hide anything from me.' I nodded slowly looking straight into his blue eyes . ' now go put on something reasonable'

' so you forgive me ?'

' yeah... go,go'