Chapter 7

Chapter 7

Dani-

She looked like she might start crying again.

Brooke: ‘What do you mean exactly?’

‘Well I imagine being a Mommy is a serious commitment, one I know I can't offer, but could I still try to help you? Get on a good schedule, get you eating right. Like, babysitting I guess, until you're either able to manage on your own, or meet someone new.’

Brooke: ‘So you'd be my caregiver?’

‘I guess you could say that. I just know that seeing you upset earlier hurt my heart in a way I can't describe and I'd like to see if I can prevent that from happening again. You have an affect on me I don't understand. I like handling food and making sure you get enough rest so I'd like to continue that, but I'd like to do more if you're open to it.’

Brooke: ‘You really mean that? You want to help me?’

‘I do, but I meant what I said this morning last night shouldn't have happened. I'm not offering sex because it really is something that shouldn't happen.’

Brooke: ‘I don't need the sex Dani thank you!!’

She squeezed me like she was holding on for her life.

‘We have a lot of talking to do, I'm still your boss and I don't have to tell you how seriously I take my work.’

Brooke: ‘Can I request one thing?’

‘More than one, but yes.’

Brooke: ‘It's not a sexy thing, but can we keep little kisses? They make me feel better and give me comfort.’

I pecked her lips.

‘Only when no one can see no one can know about this Brooke as much as I want to help it has to stay between the two of us.’

Brooke: ‘Yes Ma'am.’

There was a knock at the door and I pecked her lips again.

‘Time to eat come on.’

I went to my purse for a tip then answered the door.

I took the food and gave the girl her tip.

‘Ok, let's eat some chicken stir fry.’

She smiled softly from the couch.

‘Are you sure you're ok? You were so upset this morning.’

Brooke: ‘I am now thanks to you.’

‘So how far back do you regress? Like how little is your little? I didn't sign up for diaper changes did I?’

She giggled.

Brooke: ‘No. I've never gone that far back, but it can kind of vary. Like normally I'm around five or six. l like to watch Barbie and play with dollies, but sometimes I go further like I have a paci and I'll get silly like a toddler. When I'm really little I'm different like I absolutely love bubbles.’

‘I can handle bubbles. I imagine littles are more complex than bubbles and cuddles what are we looking at as far as keeping you in line.’

Brooke: ‘Well with Daddy it was usually spankings as a punishment and well he said if he had to take his time to spank me then I owed him something in return so after I was punished I always had to give him a blow job.’

‘I certainly won't be asking for blow jobs.’

She smiled at me and giggled.

‘I'm not opposed to spanking you, but I think I'd like a more diverse way of correcting you. I can't just bend you over my lap in the office.’

Brooke: ‘Ok what did you have in mind?’

‘Well like if you stay up late I think it's more fitting to send you to bed early the next few nights.’

Brooke: ‘That makes sense.’

‘Why don't you come stay with me this weekend? We can sort through more of this and maybe you can let yourself be little so I can get to know you or it? Her? I'm not sure how to address that.’

Brooke: ‘I say her because she really is a unique individual separate from me. Like she likes certain things I don't particularly care for. I can eat broccoli and cheese I don't dislike it but she loves it. She has her own birthday coming up soon on my half birthday.’

‘Well I'm looking forward to getting to know her. So this weekend then?’

Brooke: ‘Yes please.’

‘You mentioned liking Barbie and bubbles what else?’

Brooke: ‘I really love to color I like the cliche pretty princess toys I sometimes like things you can build like Legos.’

‘I can work with that. So are you always big enough to bathe yourself, or....?’