Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Becca-

The rain wasn't just a summer shower, it was part of a storm system that left us soaked for days.

I used the time to binge old movies and TV shows and each day seemed as dull as the one before.

Brett seemed not to have time to talk, just a few texts now and then.

Oddly, I was happier that way, I saw that, without realizing it, I really did let myself get wrapped up in him.

Even when I felt like he wasn't really interested in me, even when he was wanting space or to do random things alone instead of together, he had this pull on me.

Despite all of that, he wasn't the reason I left Dani like I did, he was the last thing on my mind.

She was all that I could think about.

Her lips, her body...and all of the insanely intimidating, but thrilling things I wanted to experience with her.

Sadly I knew that even if she kissed me she couldn't actually want me, she could likely have anyone she wanted.

She could go through them like underwear, if she even wears any, that is.

She even said she probably has a few boyfriends, but I knew that she didn't.

Despite what she said, it was easy to see she definitely still had standards.

She had respect for herself, she wasn't trashy or slutty, but if you went to her to get a little experience, were nice and polite, she kind of showed you the ropes.

Some said, she would just talk to them and encourage them to just try with the person they were with and figure it out together.

It didn't matter if you were a guy or girl, but rumor had it she liked breaking in the girls or helping couples with threesomes.

I wondered if maybe to her I was just another girl she could break in.

Maybe I wouldn't really mind that.

Maybe all of her experience could go to teaching me how to make Brett go wild or at least into it.

Then, even if it was still kind of wrong, it would be for him.

My mind was curious about what it would be like if he weren't in the picture, but I knew I shouldn't think about us not working out.

He was just busy and had a lot going on.

I shouldn't have been selfish and want so much of his attention, but I was curious if maybe I could find a way to really earn the attention.

I still had thoughts about if we didn't work out, maybe I could catch the eye of someone who had more attention to offer.

Who wouldn't say I couldn't join them for stuff randomly.

Who didn't make me feel like an obligation, but a priority instead.

Who didn't randomly shut down public displays of affection for no real reason.

Or maybe, the rain was just messing with my mind.

Maybe Dani is the last thing that should be on my mind especially all the sexy stuff I had caught myself thinking about.

My phone buzzed and I snapped back to reality when I saw it was my friend April.

Her boyfriend and Brett were friends so we did the double date thing and whatnot.

April

*Hey

-Hey what's up?

*Just watching it rain, you?

-Same damn thing!

*We should hang, make it suck less.

-Yes, we should. I am going bananas.

*So are you two doing ok with him leaving?

-Well, we had some....issues. But I think I know how to fix them, we talked.

*Good. I'm not trying to worry you, but Danny is acting different, even more than before since Brett got there.

-What do you mean?

*Well, he almost seems like he's pouting, but maybe he's worried for you.

-Wait, huh? Why?

*Well, he said the last few days, Brett, has been pretty popular. Like a lot of girls seem interested.

-EXCUSE ME?!?

*He didn't say that anything happened, but he almost sounded jealous about it. So I don't know if he's jealous his best friend is so busy, or if it's that he's jealous that Brett has girls into him but he doesn't.

-IS BRETT FLIRTING OR WHATEVER BACK?

*Relax, I'm sure if anything were happening he would tell me, ut the jealousy thing is what has me curious. You have no reason to have any doubts at all.

I played along, trying to push the night before he left out of my mind.

-Yeah, of course. I trust him. I'm sure Danny has just been looking forward to them being roommates and feels left out since Brett is just now getting there. It's all still new for Brett, Danny has been there nearly a year now. But I'm going to do the lazy rainy day thing and lay down. Text me about hanging out!

*Ok maybe I'll do the same. Enjoy!!'*