11. YEARNINGS

I somehow reached Alex's house and she opened the door, and hugged me. Then we went to the hospital together. His parents were there as well as his elder sister. She came up running to me and hugged me, she was crying as well.

"He is dead, my little brother is dead, Hannah." She said.

"What? You're joking right." I asked.

She just stared at me and it was more than enough to know that she wasn't joking.

"He died a few minutes ago, he was asking for you, he wanted to see you." She said.

And I guess this was my punishment, for forgetting about him when he needed me. I deserve this, I deserve his hate, not his love. I wanted to walk but suddenly the world blacked out and I heard everyone shouting my name before I lost all of my senses.