Chapter 5

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Alexander POV

Well shit. It was her. The same girl I had almost crashed into the other day. I looked into her eyes and they were a beautiful shade of hazel. They were mesmerising and made me want to stare at them all day.

As I realised what I said, I turned around and I just walked away.

John had it coming though. That little piece of shit should learn how not to mess with me.

As I got out of the school I could hear someone calling my name. I turned around to see Austin walking towards me.

Austin was my best friend. he had been there for me since we were 13. He has always had my back.

"Hey you okay?" he asked.

"What happened in there".

"John was getting on my nerves. He is a prick. That piece of shit" I started to rant.

"Yeah so are you going anywhere" he asked.

"Yeah I need to cool off. " I said.

"Yeah okay then. Take care and don't kill anymore people" he said chuckling and walked back inside the school.

I went to the parking lot and took off on my motorcycle. There was only place that could help me cool down now.

The cliff.

I drove for about 20 minutes as it was near my house. I went to the cliff and stayed there for I don't know how long, but it

was long enough. And it helped me think about what John said.

What he said was true but I was not ready to accept that. Even though she hasn't called or texted in over a year, I still believed that she loves me somewhere deep inside. But I Knew that I was just in denial. She will never love me. Not as much as she loves him though. Love is a stupid concept. It's not true and it never will be. And I stopped believing in that bullshit seven years ago. Or I tried to convince myself that I did .

That bloody bastard John. How dare he piss me off. I just wanna rip his head off sometimes. But It was starting to get dark and I decided to go home. so I drove back home.

As I went inside I saw that no one was there the house was empty. It felt really weird but not exactly and ironic that I lived in such a huge house. Probably the biggest in the neighborhood but I was alone most of the time.

Yeah I did have my sister sometimes. She is the most cutest and brightest 4 year old you can ever see. The love I have for her is the only one I believe in. She is just a bundle of happiness. And thank god that woman did not take me away from her. And she was busy having a sleepover today. She isn't even four and has sleepovers. That lucky girl.

And I knew that my dad was always busy in work . But I also knew that he did it for me- for us. So I never questioned it. And he is a pretty lenient father. He is not the kind that always pressures me to do something I don't want to. He has always supported me.

The only people who are at my house as much as I am are Austin and my sister Emily.

And now I know that after all this thinking my head hurts and I need a distraction. So I took out my phone and see a message from Victoria

I am home alone. maybe wanna come over - Victoria

Yeah sure I will be there in 10 - Alexander

I went to her house and she was already waiting for me. These girls and their desperation. Not one girl has ever rejected me and that's good cause they boast my ego.

She took me to her room and we had fun. And I was distracted. I mean Victoria and me we had a nice childhood but everyone has trauma. And we all change.

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I got up in the morning in my own bed. I remember coming out of her house as soon as it was over. I never get up beside a girl. I hate to do that.

I had no interest whatsoever in attending school. So I just decided to miss. Austin came over at around 4

"Hey man why weren't you at school today. And don't tell me that John got to you that much" he asked seriously.

"Nah. It's not him. I went to Victoria's last night and I knew that she was going to be clingy today. She is annoying. So I decided to bunk." I explained.

"Ohh. That explains why she came over to ask where you were. she was pretty much eying Sophia the entire time since yesterday" he said.

Wait Sophia.. is it what I think it is. I haven't heard that name in years.

"Sophia??" I asked confused.

"Ohh yeah I forgot to tell you. There is a new student she is pretty good one. She was the one that stopped the fight the other day. Sophia Smith." He said

Well shit.

Is it really her.

She wouldn't really come back. Would she.

After all these years.

It's been seven years since that day she left.

I really don't have time to think about her. I thought and dismissed the topic.

I had realised that I had zoned out when Austin called me.

"Hey you okay".

"It's Sophia Smith!!." I said

He looked at me in confusion and when I didn't say anything his eyes widened in recognition and said

"The Sophia Smith. Wow. I finally met her".

I hummed and looked away.

We spent the entire day playing video games. He finally spoke up.

"Okay so there is a party tonight at some football players house. Come on let's go " he said.

We got changed and went to the party. I don't know what made him do it but Austin agreed to be the designated driver. Wow. Well I can drink. We entered the house and we could hear loud music blasting. We walked through the sweaty bodies to the kitchen to get a drink. It became two and then three then four.. five. Six. And I am sure that I lost count of it.

I took the bottle of vodka and went to the backyard. there were many girls in the pool.

I sat down on one of the chairs and some girl came over to me and before I know it we are making out and then suddenly we are in a bedroom.

Wow things went fast here. They are seriously really really desperate. After we did it. I got out of there and found Austin. He drove me home and crashed at my place. He does that mostly anyway.

I got up the next day to Austin shouting my name.

"Austin shut the hell up. You are not the one with a hangover here" I shouted.

"Well considering I did not drink half the alcohol in the party last night. I agree" he said.

" You little shit- " he cut me off

"Shh.. papa James is down" he said.

"What my dad came?." I asked.

"Yeah so get your fatass out of the bed and make breakfast for the both of us."he said. And ran away.

"You are the fatass here you dumbass" I mumble.

I got ready and walked down the stairs to find my dad sitting on the dining table.

"Hey dad when did you come back" I asked.

"Right before Austin brought a stumbling you inside the house" he said raising an eyebrow.

"Yeah about that I just had a few drinks" I defended myself.

"A few??" He raised his eyebrow again

"Okay I don't even know I lost count of it." I said.

"Of course you did. Now make me some breakfast" he asked.

I went to the kitchen and made pancakes for us three and we sat down and ate. My dad was rarely home but whenever he

was he tried to spend time with me and Emily as much as possible even though he was still hurting after what happened.

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