Chapter 2

Kyga's POV

I was only 5 feet apart from the man that disgusted me the most.What have i really done to deserve this.I think i've had enough torture.

Why me?I swallowed the pain alone, shed tears alone and got off my knees alone ...and now i have to handle all this after what he did.

We were sitted oppositely to each other with only 5 feet distance between us.I'm very sure mother did it on purpose because she let Antonio's parents occupy the other spaced seats living the only two sits that were located almost near a corner next to the fire place which were 5 feet apart from each other.

Antonio kept stealing glances on me , surveying me from head to toe which made me feel quite uncomfortable.He didn't look that bad too, he was dressed in a white jeans with a black shirt dress and topped up with balck loofers and his silky black hair was style to a pompadour haircut.The haircut brought out his wonderful

obsidian-black, shiny, impenetrable eyes.

'Kyga stop it!Stop fantasing with his eyes, remember what he did to you, ' my conscience just warned me.

But he was still irristable and i hated myself for mentally admitting that to myself.

"So when is the date of the wedding?, " Antonio's mother , Sophia broke the silence

"We need to start off the prepations early enough, "she finished by saying.

"Early next month, on the 5 th of August, "mother swiftly responded to her.

Wait i'm going to get married on my eighteenth birthday.Ohh wow, what a splendid surprise on my birthday.Note the scasm already.I mentally clapped in my head.

" And what about the business proposal?"Antonio's father, Iñigo added.

"I haven't forgotten about that Mr.Castelio, it's still on the plan but we'll discuss it when our kids aren't here, " mother responded

What business plan?And why do they have to discuss it when Tonio(Antonio) and I are not there?Is it part of the marriage arrengement?Is she marrying me off to the Castelios in exchange of money or rather to save her business?

Dammit.I had many questions in mind that really needed answers.They all played like a broken record in my mind whirling all over in my head.

"Honey dear would you serve our guests with something to drink, "mother said in her most non-chalant way.

Why is she calling me names like Honey or Dear?Those words are unfamiliar to my ears.Or is it a way she could get me out of their conversation and get to discuss the 'business proposal'.I'm not so quite sure what my mother is up to but i bet it's not something good.

I stood up and straightened my dress since it got a habit of pulling itself upwards everytime i would stand up from my seat.I excused myself and started heading for the kitchen but i figured out that i didn't know which drinks they wanted to take so i had to turn back and inquire from them.I had a feeling that Tonio's eyes were gazing on me and the moment that i turned , our eyes met.

I immediately cut off the eye contact for i knew it would lead to consequences that i didn't want, like almost forgeting the reason why i had to turn back.

" Exuse me Mr and Mrs Castelio, i'd like to know which drink you'd prefer to take, " I asked them both.

" Sauvignon Blanc please, "Mr Castelio said

" I will have that too dear, "Mrs Castelio also said.

I turned to my mother and before i could ask , she already suggested for herself.

" Me too dear, "mother added

Sauvignon Blanc is a green-skinned grape white wine variety that originates from the Bordeaux region of France. The grape most likely gets its name from the French words sauvage ("wild") and blanc ("white") due to its early origins as an indigenous grape in South West France.

Immediately i reached the kitchen, i went to the wine rack and scanned for the wine since every wine that was stored there had a name tag to make it easier for one to find their preffered wine.

Mother was very fond of wines and she had a collection of them from different parts of the world.Every time she would travel due to her work, she would come with a piece or two at home.

I found the wine that i was looking for and headed for the wine glasses.But as i turned to reach out for the wine glasses i collided into something hard, strong, wide and masculine.

I looked up and my eyes met up with him again.He made me feel abhorrent by just a look at him.Why is he following me everywhere ?Shouldn't he have waited to serve them like the rest?

"Why are you here?You should be in the living room, "I opened my mouth and spoke.

" You forgot to ask me what i wanted so i decided that i should come and serve it for myself since i'm not a guest afterall in this house"He said in his most calm voice.

"I'm sorry your Highness but what would you like to take, "I knew i sounded sarcastic af.

"Quit being sarcastic on me Kyga , you do know we have to talk after everything that happened"

"Talk about what Tonio?Huh?...What?, " I could almost feel my voice shaking and tears almost coming out.

I felt like slapping him, shouting at him in the face , and beating his chest with all the might and strength i could master .

"About us, about everything, " He responded sounding almost like a whispher.

"Is there anything that we should talk about Tonio.Should we talk about the fact that you used me and took advantage of me ?Huh?Is that what you want?, "I could feel the hot trickles of tears cascading down my face like a flow of river.

" I'm sorry Kyga, for everything, "He said as he was coming closing the gap in between us.

He reached for my face and cusped my rosy, cherub cheeks and soothing it in circles.Why is it that i felt abhorrent to his touch.I felt disgusted to every touch he had on me.

" Sorry!"I spatted "And don't dare touch me"

With that he stepped back and stopped soothing my face.

"Do you think a sorry would change everything and turn back eveything to how it was before?"I could feel the anger in my voice.

" I know it won't fix and change anything but atleast it will make things better, "He said as his eyes were being remorseful.

" Better ?Do you think it will make things better?You ruined my life Antonio and you can't change that, "My tears were already trickling down.

" We will get married and everything will be better , right?"

"You aren't even sure of yourself because it sounds more of a question, " I said shakingly controlling the snobs that wanted to come out.

I couldn't take this anymore, i just needed to get away from him as soon as possible.I left the wine and wine glasses on the kitchen counter and headed for the bathroom but just before i could make another step, he grabbed my hand abruptly and brought me closer to him and landed on his broad chest , eyes locked.

I could already feel his expensive, rich, warm , musky, delicious masculine cologne that brought excitement to my nostrils.

Our faces were so close to each other to the fact i could go hand in hand with his breathing rate.Next thing i knew, our lips crashed together bringing sensations in my body that i didn't want to feel.I knew i had to break off from the kiss before anything deeper could happen.

"Stop, "I managed to say in between the kiss

This was actually the first time we got to kiss each other after years of knowing each other and it felt really nice.His lips were soo soft and his warmth breathe of mint hit my nostrils giving it sensations.But i had to stop right away.I had to stop thinking like that.

" You disgust me Antonio Castelio, and i hate you soo much, "i said with much loathe.

" Why do you have soo much hate for me? "He questioned.

He had the nerve to question me as to why so much loathe was inside of me for him.Why is he pretending to not know what he did to me two months ago?Did he hit his or something? Or does he have amnesia and i don't know?

I bet his putting on an act, and i'm quite sure he knew about the marriage arrangement but not quite sure about that.He has no idea what i had to go through in the past two months.

" I have so much hate in you beacause you took advantage of me that day when i was drunk and i'm now carrying your child "I said in between my snobs while touching my belly that was quite starting to faintly show a bump.

" No, it's not true , how can i do such an awful thing to you?"He said in an innocent voice

Wow!He was such great actor for sure

I didn't want to hear what he would tell me next because i knew he was going to deny it anyway.What was the use?I just ran off, completely not knowing where i was going but somewhere far from him.

A/N

Hey guys...i hoped you enjoyed this chapter.Just wanted to let you know that i did a few changes on the names ;i replaced Raphael with Antonio...sorry for the confusion.

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