Chapter 3

A/N,

Hey guys , i wanted to let you know i'll be translating the few words that are italian , (the italicised ones).

Kyga's POV

My eyes were so watery and blurry as i was running and literally not seeing anything clearly.I was already past the dining area that was close to the kitchen and somehow found myself at the garden.

Our garden was located at the outdoor of our kitchen.It was gigantic botanical , roomy and beautiful that was divided into two ;one section filled with beautiful flowers like lilies, red white roses and daises.While the other section was filled with vegetables and fruits mostly being tomatoes , strawberries and lettuces.

The garden was a place that i found quite quiet, relaxing and peaceful to clear my thoughts from.I sat down at a pavement looking at the beautiful flowers that i had planted myself.

I recalled what just happened a few minutes ago and my eyes already started to become watery.Tears cascaded down my face like a flow of river and i was unable to stop myself from crying.

Right now i had to think about my marriage arrangement and my unborn child that would soon come to the world.Like c'mon , i'm only a seveenten-year-old girl whose got dreams to achieve but i had to bare all this.

"No, it's not true, how can i do such an awful thing to you?" His words kept on playing in my head like a broken record.

Why was he pretending to not remember any thing that he did to me.Did he have amnesia or it's just an act he's putting on.I can clearly remember that nolstagic night.That night that he had come to my room quite drunk.

It was quite a usual thing he used to do every time whenever he would get drunk.He would always come through my window and hang out in my room telling me all his problems.I had so much trust in Tonio and i knew deep down he wouldn't dare to touch me.

Everytime he would come to my room, it was either when he was high or drunk.He would normally puke and pass out right in front me.I never quite minded though because we were very close friends, in fact let's just say like bestfriends.He knew every little secret of mine and in return i knew his too.

Antonio is an italian mafia leader who normally gets his deals done over the globe .Everyone feared him and adhered to his orders.He was the 'Capo Crimini', meaning super boss in italian and the head of the crime family and top decision maker.

He was the one who iniatiated an associate into the mafia family, allowing them to become made man.He participated in virtually any activity that was illegal;Illegal goods that were were expensive, untaxed and unregulated.His deals included alcohol during prohibtion, illegal drugs and illegal gambling.

But despite knowing everything he does , i still trusted him so much.Deep down i'd always thought to myself that despite his wrong doings , he was still a good man but till that unfateful ordeal happened, my mind thought otherwise.

This time round he came to my room when his expensive three-piece, well-tailored armani suit was ripped , tored and dirty possibly coming from a fight.He had bruises in his head along with his right-hand.

Immediately i saw the state he was in, i went for the first aid that was on top of my closet.He was stubborn at first for me to clean his wounds but he finally gave in.

I dressed all the wounds he had carefully and told him to use my bathroom to freshen up.As i was dressing his wounds i could feel the strong smell of liquor from his mouth.He never said a thing to me, and throughout the session he was quiet.I could feel his burning gaze on me and everytime i could search for his face our eyes met.

Once he freshed up, i gave him my large sweatpants and an an oversized t-shirt that seemed to fit him properly more than it did on me.

He sat on the couch that was opposite my bed so that we could face each other face each other.

"What happened to you today?I know you surely come here drunk but not hurt like this.", I managed to break the silence.

Despite always coming to my room drunk , he never came this hurt.It seems he had come from war or something.

" We were on war with American mafia family , we were racketeering on the drugs deals and they wanted us to give them some of our men, "He responded showing no emotion whatsover.

"You guys were on a fight?This is very dangerous Tonio.I know it's something you are used to but i can't bare seeing you like this, " I said non-chalantly.

"Can't bare to see me like what?" He said , our eyes looking into each other.

"I can't bare to see you like this, You are my friend Tonio and it would hurt me to see you like this everyday.

" The pain is worth it than..."He said

The pain is worth it than what? Huh?What did he mean by that.I was confuzzled.

" What are you trying to say?"I questioned him

"The pain is worth it and better off than admitting to myself that you will never love me for the person i'm trully am, " He responded after a ten minutes wait of response.

"Wait, what do you mean?Are you trying to say that you are in love me? "I was startled.

" Isn't it obvious?"

"No, i obviously didn't know that till now."

He moved from his position and came to sit on my bed beside me and that made me to almost jump.

"Yes I love you but do you?"

His question gave me a blow.Do i really see him like the way he does towards me?And most importantly do i really love him?Why is it so hard to make such a decision whether i love him or not.

My subconscious just questioned me.

"I see you like friend Tonio nothing more, " I answered in my most polite way.

"I understand Kyga, " He said and i could feel the pain in his voice.

"Can we play a game instead ? I want to break this tension, " I said feeling awkward at the sudden silence.

"Which one?" He asked

"The one that we usually play.We ask questions about each other and if you answer it wrongly you sip a glass of wine, " i said non-chalantly.

He just chuckled.

"Remember you are under 18, "He said

" I'm turning 18 in four months time dummy , "

"Yeah, yeah but you know you are going to loose because everytime you don't answer the questions correctly, "

He had a point though but i had no otherwise but to play because i knew i just turned him down and that was the only way i could think of to make him feel better.

We were on the sixth question and i lost the last three questions he had asked me.I could feel the alcohol taking over my body.

How could i just missed to answer his third name, and yet again his favourite colour and drink.

The third name i'm sure i didn't know that he was called Lorenzo

"Wait so your third name is Lorenzo?I honestly didn't know that, " I said laughing my ass off.

"Yes, Antonio Lorenzo Castelio, " He emphasized

"I always get to know a lot about you in this game, " I pointed out and hicupped due to the much i had drunk soo far.

"Yes and you have had too much for today missy, " he said trying to take away my drink.

"No, leave me alone .i want some more, " i said being reluctant to give him my drink.

"Yes , you have and you should give me that, "

"You'll have to catch me first, " i said and started running away from him and staggering a bit on my steps.

I tried to pace with his speed but he was too fast for me and caught me and i fell off my feet.

"Got you, "

I just giggled and started feeling dizzy.His words were starting to fade away from my ears and everything went black all of sudden.

I woke the next morning and i didn't find him but instead found a note beside my bed.

I'm sorry i had important things to attend to.Kindly take the painkillers i have placed beside your bed to kill the hangovers.I'll come later in the day and just to let you know , you did not behave well last night after having so much to drink.

__.Antonio

Wait, what did he mean by not behaving myself well.Did i?Did we--?

I can't even remember anything from last night.

I quickly checked on myself and realised i had worn completely different clothes from what i had last night.Ohhh nooo...Did he just take advantage of me because i was drunk?

I checked beside my bed again and found the painkillers he had mention earlier in his note.Dammit!I won't take any of that.I step down from my bed and i saw a 1,000,000 £ cheque on the floor.

Did he just leave a million cheque on my floor for just taking advantage of me.Do i look like a slut to him?I know a million euro cheque is too much for a seventeen year old, even mother herself cannot give me such a huge amount of money even for my allowance.

I felt wasted and disgusted of myself.How could he do such a thing to me?

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I wiped off my tears as i recalled that nostaligic event on that unfateful day.It was yet again two days after the ordeal that i came to know i was pregnant.

Five weeks after the incident it became more evident due to the morning sickness, swollen fuller breasts, nausea and missed period.

I had thoughts of aborting the child but i decided to keep the baby.

I woke up from the pavement and dusted myself off getting prepared to leave the garden and head for my room but i saw Maria standing at the small entrace of the garden.I guess she must have stood there for a quite long time probably heard my snobs and my cries.

She widened her hands for me wanting to hug me and i couldn't have any second thought but to just run to her and hug her , for i needed that hug more than ever.

"Don't worry my child, everthing will become better, " she told me as she wrapped me in her warm, comforting embrace.

"No, nothing will become better now that i will marry the man that i fully dispise.I hate him so much.I don't think i will ever love him, ", I said in between my snobs.

" There's no option my Tesoro.You will have to marry him now that you are carrying his child. "

She had a point.I could not run away from all of this.I had to marry him now that i was carrying his child, the heir of the Castelios.

But mark my words, Antonio Castelio will pay for what he has done, maybe not now but someday...

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Tesoro- An italian word meaning darling

A/N,

Antonio's POV will be next...let's get to know his side of the storyDo you think he would really take advantage of Kyga?