Chapter 4

Antonio's POV

I stood at the enormous open-air island wooden kitchen watching Kyga run off to who knows where and leaving me standing there like a deserted man.Yes, i can re-phrase what i just said;i felt deserted, empty and incomplete.

I feel awful for not telling Kyga about the marriage arrangement.But i don't think she knows that i knew about the marriage arrangement.

Sooner or later she will come to find out.Kyga and I have never hidden anything from each other.But when she will come to find out that i hid that from her, i bet she will hate me even more when she comes to find out the truth and it will hurt me more than ever having thinking of that every single day.

Right now i have lost my trust from Kyga and i don't think she will ever trust me again.But it won't hurt trying to gain her trust , right?Even if it will take decades.

Despite being friends with Kyga, she has hynotised me by her beauty.She has always had this effect on me, in that , everytime i was with her my whole mood would alterly change and be filled with ethusiasm. I can say she always enlightens my whole mood.

Kyga is unbelievably beautiful even the angels above could envy her for sure.I recall the moment she stepped in their living room where her mother and both my parents awaited for her arrival so we could discuss what brought us there.

Immediately she arrived at the living room i could feel her presence with her hypnotising , sweet, warm, floral , fragrant cologne that gave sensations to my nostrils.She was dressed in a black , satin , hugging dress which had a deep v-line cut at the front that exposed her breasts which was quite a fascinating view to look at, but the demin coat she wore on top kind of blocked my way.Damn!i felt like pervert ogling at her cleavage.

The dress brought out her slim waist , whistling down from her bust as smoothly as the water from a waterfall.The bends of her hips, so voluptuous that you feel as if it has been carved out by the creator who sculpted out of care and feel just like a potter sculpts a vessel from raw clay.

Her silky long, black, curly hair was down to shoulders bringing out the beauty of her eyes. She made me firmly believe in the possibility of perfection, the possibility of how good someone can look from a minuscule distance. And the one thing that made her so unimaginably attractive, was by far her eyes. Those broad and expressive eyes siting atop the amazing vessel of a body made me feel like the haunting eyes of Parvati, gleaming down from the greatness of the Kailash mountains. This woman made me believe in the possibilities of beauty.

I have seen quite a few good looking women, but its rare that your eyes get intrigued enough so that its tough for you to look away. Tough for a mortal to not feel something, something greater than an instant infatuation, something akin to respect and absolute wonder at the work of genes. How good are her genes? How can someone literally look so beautiful?

I kept questioning myself and i was far by not hearing about the marriage arrangement they were discussing. I was lost in my thoughts thinking as to how could someone defy all odds and actually look so stunningly magnificent.

I knew she could feel the burning gaze from me as i kept looking at her for we were sitted oppositely to each other with only five feet apart distance in between us.Once in a while, our eyes could meet and then she could break off the contact.

Everytime our eyes met i could feel the burning hatred inside of her.I know i hurt her really bad but i was going to make everything right when we'll get married...everything will fall into place for sure.

But she had to give me a chance , just one chance and i'll proove to her that i can make everything right.

"Excuse me Mr and Mrs Castelio, i'd like to know which drink you'd prefer to take, " Kyga's voice distracted me from my thoughts when she was asking my parents what they wanted to take.She also went ahead to ask her mother.

I was waiting for her to ask me what i would also like to take, but unfortunately she didn't, and i felt a sharp unknown pain in my chest.Was she ignoring me?Damn!i hate when someone does that to me.

Without even turning her head and inquire from me what i wanted, I just saw her turning going to the kitchen as she was sashaying her voluptuous hips left right and vice-versa.

I had to make an excuse of going to the washroom so as i could follow Kyga to the kitchen.

"Mrs Russo if you'll excuse me i'd like to use the washroom, " I said

"Sure, you don't need directions since you are not a guest in our house, " she said sarcastically and smiled.

I just smiled back at her and went ahead to my destination.In the kitchen i found Kyga almost struggling to get the wine glasses but she sooned bummed into my chest when she turned.

I felt her soft body on mine firing out sparks.I was about to speak when she went ahead and spoke instead.

"Why are you here?You should be in the living room, " I could feel the anger in her voice as she spoke.

Did she know that i knew about the marriage arrangement and maybe that is why i could feel the anger in her voice.

"You forgot to ask me what i wanted so i decided that i should come and serve it for myself, "I answered in my most calm voice.

" I'm sorry your highness but what would you like to take? "She said without hiding the fact that she was being sarcastic.

She really had to be sarcastic now!I wanted to question her.

" Quit being sarcastic on me Kyga,you do know we have to talk after what happened , " I tried to become non-chalant as ever.

"Talk about what Antonio?Huh?...what?" I could feel her voice already shaking and her eyes trying to hold back the tears.

I just wanted her in my arms and make her feel better.I hated seeing her like this and it broke my heart into pieces.

"About us, about everything, "I responded sounding almost like a whisper.

"Is there anything that we should talk about Antonio?Should we talk about the fact that you used me and took advantage of me ?Huh?Is that what you want?, "I could see the hot trickles of tears cascading down her face.

Wait...what did she mean by me taking advantage of her?I can never think of taking advantage of her

" I'm sorry Kyga, for everything, "I managed to say that coming towards her and closing the gap in between us.I reached for face with my hand and wiped off the tears and soothing her cherub cheeks in circles.

I was saying sorry due to the fact that i did not tell her about the marriage arrangement that her mother and both my parents and i were involed in.

" Sorry!"She spatted , "And don't dare touch me."

I stepped back and stopped soothing her though the urge to continue was far so much greater but i managed to control and stop myself.

"Do you think a sorry would change everything and turn back everything to how it was before?" The anger in her voice was more evident now.

I know not everything will turn out the way it was before.

" I know it won't fix and change anything but atleast it will make things better, "I said as my eyes being remorseful.

" Better ?Do you think it will make things better?You ruined my life Tonio and you can't change that, " Her tears were already trickling down again and again.

Again, what did she mean by me ruining her life?It's just a marriage arrangement for crying out loud.

" We will get married and everything will be better , right?"

Dammit!I knew it sounded more a question than a reassurance.I bet she won't even believe what i'll say to her next.

"You aren't even sure of yourself because it sounds more of a question, " She said shakingly controlling the snobs that wanted to come out of her.

I felt bad seeing her crying like this.I could see her existing the kitchen but i was fast enough to grab a hold of her and brought her close to me and she landed on my chest, eyes locked.

I looked intese in her face probably surveying her whole face and my eyes met with her full, pink , rosy lips.I could feel the burning desire in me and the urge to kiss them right away.I came closer to her face and captured my lips in mine and i could feel her responding to my kiss then she suddenly cut it off.

Actully this was my first time kissing her.It felt so nice and i felt as if i was in heaven.But dammit!Why did i just kiss her.I could just control the urge i had , afterall i've always controlled that urge over the past years.

"Stop, " She managed to say in between the kiss before cutting it off.

" I have so much hate in you beacause you took advantage of me and i'm now carrying your child, "She said in between her snobs while touching her belly that was quite starting to faintly show a bump.I just realised now that she had a small baby bump.

She is pregant!And with my child!But how come?No, this can't be happening.

" No, it's not true , how can i do such an awful thing to you?" I said sounding shocked at the thought that she could think of me like that.

She suddenly ran off to who knows where leaving me there standing alone, broken, hurt and disgusted of myself.

I can't tell her that i knew about the marriage proposal, maybe not now but soon, afterall she is gonna find out the truth.I can bare her hating me for now, but after the wedding , i will tell her everything.But right now i need to find out why she said she is pregnant and with my child?To say the truth i'm confused.I just hope we will be able to talk to clear the misundersting we have.

A/N

Hey guys.I hoped you enjoyed this chapter.Writing Antonio's POV a.k.a Tonio, was not that easy but i tried my best.But why is Tonio acting all innocent?Do you think he's innocent afterall?