Chapter 6

When the dawn call resounded, nazreen continued to wake up with her eyes wide open ². Nazreen got up to purify herself and to go to school. This year she has reached 15 years old.

"Mother be careful" said Nazreen in a scared tone. His sharp eyes pierced my eyes.

After greeting Nazreen, he passed towards the motorcycle that is usually taken to school. He rode a damia and was sent to school while the harness was already pounding out in the morning.

'why is this motorcycle so heavy'rungut nazreen.

'It's leaking!' snapped Nazreen.

"I'm late, there's a hisk exam" Nazreen began to hold back the tears that were about to fall.

Then Nazreen went upstairs and her brother was startled by a rather loud tone.

"What do you want?" Snapped nazreen's brother, haraz. He really did not intend to disturb his sleep.

"Send me to the motor school I leaked la bang" sighed ² nazreen cried for fear of missing the paper. Hour in nazreen's hand at a glance it was already 8.00. Only 10 minutes left for the exam to start.

"You're bothering me!" he snapped again. It looked like my brother came out of the room with a sour face.

"You go alone la" the key of the honda rs motorcycle was thrown towards nazreen. I really do not want to bring this motorcycle but what power am I slow.

Nazreen brought the motorbike at a relatively fast speed. Ahh I have a problem now it 's too late.

"Ehh you are here²" called the teacher. But his name is not nazreen know.

"Why is it slow? Why is there a problem with crying?" Asked the teacher. Nazreen's face was red due to crying from earlier, coupled with a question that really caused her to be late.

"Nothing, teacher" said Nazreen in a choked tone nada holding back the sadness of crying and tired running earlier.

"Do you have a family problem?" This question made Nazreen's tears flow but Nazreen quickly smiled even though the tears had fallen millions of times.

"Don't cry later, everyone will be ashamed" nazreen nodded and walked away with a big step nazreen opened the running step.

Cikgu² who looked towards nazreen was ignored and nazreen entered the classroom with a red face.

"Assalamualaikum huh hah huh" Nazreen's hand grabbed the door. His body laughed wanting to walk to his place, which is in the back once.

"Are you okay, Nazreen?" Saidatul and annis asked in a worried tone.

"Huh hah I'm ok" oxygen did not have time to breathe nazreen again .you imagine from the ground floor again nazreen ran to the top floor once. Huh can I die.

Nazreen returned home as usual and saw a rather scattered house.

'huh' I let go of the complaint in my heart.

Nazreen started by cleaning the living room area and everything on the house and after that I moved to the kitchen to tidy up. It looked like a broken barge. It was all finished at 2.30

"Oh my god I don't cook anymore!" Shouted Nazreen when he realized that he had not cooked yet.

"Nazreen ni lauk abah belikan" shouted abah from outside adding wrinkles on nazreen's forehead.

"Abah, do you work?" Asked nazreen. While reaching for the side dish that abah bought.

"I didn't go looking for the fish earlier" Nazreen just said.

Nazreen continued my work that was neglected a moment ago. Abah seemed to go out to the yard.

Someone dials harness numbers and lines from callers from there are connected.

"Assalamualaikum aliya, how are you kid?"

"Wa'alaikumussalam abah, good jer abah and all sorts of things?"

"Alhamdulillah, everyone is healthy except Nazreen" Abah's voice sounded sad.

"Why the harness?"

"Your mother always annoyed Nazreen for no reason because she looked at Nazreen like that"

"Why did the mother change so drastically?"

"Abah doesn't know aliya who abah knows abah wants to save nazreen from being your mother's victim again"

Aliya frowned. Save how ?. what actually happened? Thought aliya with positive things.

"What kind of harness?"

"Abah wants to marry Nazreen with Abah's acquaintance"

"Aliya thinks this kind of thing can't be said on the phone la abah later the day after aliya we will talk again ye bah"

"Well if that's what you think abah pon thinks like that too"

"Ok lah abah assalamualaikum"

"Wa'alaikumussalam"

The line was turned off and the harness entered the kitchen making Nazreen Cuak. Afraid of the secret I had kept from being revealed.

Abah walked towards the rice cooker quickly nazreen stopped the harness from opening the rice cooker.

"Abah want to eat ker?" Nazreen asked with a sweaty face.

"Haah abah from the morning abah did not eat because he did not have time" nazreen continued to push abah to the dining table.

"Let naz serve yer" then nazreen served the rice and side dish I bought earlier.

"Why is this hot smell?" Nazreen grinned. He scratched his itchy head.

"Err, naz was left behind for a moment" said nazreen in an upset tone. Failed to be a good child.

"How do you want to be a wife later" arghhh he hates the word nazreen. I really hate it.

"Tak nak lah khawin naz nak jaga abah jer" without nazreen since abah has pushed his waist forward.

"Until when do you want to take care of the harness?" Nazreen waved slowly.

"As long as naz lives insyallah naz will take care of abah" abah smiled distantly without nazreen looking at him.

"I don't want to build my own life" nazreen continued to wake up when the harness touched on an issue that was very sensitive for me.

"Abah you must know one rule in my life. I never want to get married because I hate that word" then Nazreen got up and the intention to go to the room was blocked.

"Give a reason to the harness firmly!" Snapped the harness in a serious tone. Nazreen was clearly emblazoned with the harness's temperament.

"Naz just doesn't want to marry jer" said nazreen lazy to argue with abah.

"Tell me nazreen i want to know" nazreen yelled with the actual harness.

"Because nazreen doesn't want to be like now nazreen lives tormented because of the words that unite abah and mother" shouted nazreen with tears almost bursting.

"That is the destiny of abah naz. Maybe you will be happy if you have your own family" abah still persuaded.

"Huh naz never believed the word khawin! For naz the word can only add to the suffering of naz which is already unbearable!" Shouted nazreen again. Abah was silent.

"If your destiny is to get married one day, what will it be like?" Provoked abah again. Nazreen started rimas hish.

"Naz is trying to run away and run away from all these problems" selamba nazreen answered and continued to enter the room.

"This boy is really stubborn. Maybe his mind is not mature anymore" Abah continued to think negatively and still working for his next plan