She wants to leave me

Liam's point of view :

"You were with her, your mate," she says. Her voice was a bit broken '' Now that you have found your mate, I don't think you still need me no more, is it so?'' she adds, and I found myself forced to make her better, after all, she is Sir Rowan's only child, and my future wife ''Not true, Selena you are my queen, my Lycan wants her, but I only want you,'' I explained, then I crushed my lips on hers, she's not as good as my mate, but I can't lose a strong ally as Sir Rowan. While kissing her, a small cry took me out of guard, but no one was here, and all that was left was some smell from my beautiful mate. She was here, and I was so busy dealing with Selena that I didn't notice her. The worst part is that she probably heard everything.

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I hate myself; I hate that I have to be a copy of my father and hurt both of them. Life ain't always fair toward me. It's funny how a future king like me can have anything he wants, but can't be with the person he loves.

I always dreamed of finding my mate, but never thought that I would be willing to hurt her the way I'm doing or I'll still do.

A normal human girl would change to a Lycan the moment she mated with her Lycan mate, but my mate is showing no changes at all. She's totally weak, and all I can do to protect her and my throne is to keep her existence as a secret since I can't live with or without my mate.

I know I'm fucking up badly this time, but I can't let Selena go in this way, I know better than to mess with Sir Rowan's only daughter. So I kept with her until she was sort of fine.

As she left, I went to check on my mate. She would probably be mad. I still can get that from her aspect, but I'm doing everything I can for her best. It would be better if no one outside the palace knew about her.

The moment I reached her room, I heard my soft little mate crying and the fact of this being all my mistake is killing me from the inside.

I've thrown the door open and 'my oh my' this wasn't what I expected at all. She wasn't just crying; she was trying to leave.

"What the hell are you doing?" I asked, and she ignored me.

My vision went red, and I started feeling my Lycan fights over control. I tried my best to calm myself down then pushed her to the closest wall, "I said what the hell are you doing? And next time if you don't want things to get worse, I don't advise you to ignore me," I explain while meaning every single word out of my mouth, I mean I don't know for how much of time I would be able to control my furious Lycan while she's acting this way.

She answered me with the one word I wish to never hear again

"I'm leaving" and it was all she needed to wake the devil sleeping inside of me. I threw her delicate body on the bed and threw my body over hers then teased her " And who gives you the right to leave princess''

I asked with much irony, I mean does she really believe that I would let her go away even with one step out of my sight,

" I don't think I need your permission if I want to leave. Besides, you should be happy, at least you would have a fine time with your love... What was her name? Selena, I guess her name was." Her voice was filled with venom, and I sort of enjoyed it.

It was obvious that she was jealous, my mate cared about me, I couldn't help but feel pride and warm feelings. But I can't let her see through my weaknesses, so I laughed in a creepy way then I answered not meaning any of my words this time.

My fingers couldn't help but to trace the skin of her body, the sparks flew over every and each single part I touched, I felt a pleasure that only she could provide to me.

This exact moment is one of those times when I hate myself, and I hate even the fact of being the king I have to be. If I only had a normal life, no danger, no scheming, and no traitors, I could've enjoyed a better life with my mate, but I can't, the only way to keep her safe and alive is to be away yet close to her, so I lied," For sure she's way better than you will ever be, She's queens that everyone needs"

I stopped not being able to finish what I was saying but then decided to continue on, I gave her a smirk and I finished what I was saying " On the other hand, you are weak and pathetic. I really don't Know how could two powerful creatures could give birth to someone pathetic like you."

Though she was feeling hurt, she tried her best to collect herself, But then she admitted "If you hate me that much, why don't you let me get the hell out of your life, once and for all" No way I would let her, I never hated her. She took my breath out the moment I saw her, I would never let her go no matter what it cost.

" It's too late now, my Lycan recognizes you as his mate, and there's no way I can let you out of here alive" I answered hiding most of the truth from her, then I stormed out of the room hating myself for what I said to her, but it was too late to take it back. I hate the sound of her breaking voice, the tears running out of her eyes, I hate myself.

Just as I closed her door, Logan took me out of guard and attacked me. His Lycan was in control, he probably heard everything I've said to his sister, I can't blame him for what he's doing, but I'm still his Alpha, and he needs to show respect.

I used my Alpha voice, and I commended him to back off, and he stopped. A normal Lycan would be dead by now, but I can't do that to my friend. Besides, my command was enough to coward his Lycan back, But I still need to explain things to my buddy.