HaRin Jane

Oh God!! Who the hell is that girl seriously i don't know why am i acting like this, I've never been so nervous, distracted and intimidated for a photoshoot specially for a GIRL! A girl everyone!! I groan out of frustration. I'm must be out of my mind right now. I'm the who should be intimidating others not the other way around.

I felt so uncomfortable with her. There's something about her eyes, her gaze, the way she looks at me i don't know how to explain it but it's piercing through my soul.

What the hell HaRin just when you've been so deep? Ugh what is happening to me?!

Seriously.. i can't even tell what i'm feeling towards her right now if it is positive or not, damn. It's not that i hate her i mean we just met and it's not that i like her either.

Her gaze.. her eyes it's so mesmerizing i can't take it out of my mind. She's pretty well i'm prettier of course! Oh my god what am i saying?

THIS. IS. SO. NOT. ME.

"Can someone get me an iced coffee please? My head is killing me.." i said to my staffs.

"Comin' right up Jane" i heard someone says.

I'm dressing up because i have somewhere else to go to. I meeting up with someone. Someone important to me.

I got in to my car sipping out my iced coffee when my phone rings.

"Hello? This is Jane" I answered.

"Where are you?" I missed this voice.

"I'm on my way now don't worry" i chuckled.

"I don't know if i'm early or you're just kind of late" i can tell that his annoyed i chuckled a bit. Ugh this guy seriously can't really wait.

"Don't worry I'll be there in a bit baby~" i said cutely.

"Alright alright.. see you in a bit. I love you~" I smiled as i touch both of my cheeks. Suddenly my mood got better.

"I love you too" i said and hung up the phone.

You're probably wondering who just called me right? Or not? I don't care i'll tell you all anyways.

Well he's my boyfriend, Cian. We've been together for almost two years now. We met in a fashion show in Korea. And he lives there. And my family and he's family are close too you know with business but i never met him before that 'cause i don't really meddle with my family's business. He's here visiting me. It's still vacation so we both don't have school yet so he's going to be spending a week with me. He's so sweet right? Agree with me or else? No I'm kidding but really he's a sweet guy.

"Baby!!" I hug him right away.

"God i missed you" he hugs me back.

"I miss you more" i said as he helped me to get seated.

"So how's work?" He asked.

"You don't want to know baby. It just gonna ruin my mood" I said as i drink water.

"Alright then let just talk about it some other time.. maybe" he chuckles.

"Hey it's not my fault that i'm so busy that i'm forgetting things!" I said pouting.

"I didn't say anything about that!" He said laughing and raising both hands.

"Alright alright you're probably hungry waiting for me for hours let's eat?" I said smiling.

"Oh god you don't know how bored i was waiting for you good thing there's this gi--"

I cut him off.

"A Girl??? Who? TELL. ME. NOW." I said sounding a little bit annoyed as i crossed my arms.

He just laughs?

"Why are you laughing? H-hey!!!" Seriously.

"Well as i was saying there's this girl a Korean waitress here who recognize me asked me for an autograph and a picture with me i mean who am i to refuse to a fan right? In return i asked her on what to order.. she recommends a lot so while waiting for you i order to taste the food if its good 'cause i know how picky you are when it comes to your food not to mention how picky you are in fashion baby so yeah that's pretty much all what happened a while ago." he smiles wiggling his eyebrows and winks at me.

Can he stop being cute and handsome at the same time? But aww he's so sweet~

"You're so sweet baby~ thank you seriously what am i going to do without you?" I smiled sweetly.

"Nothing. 'Cause I'm not going anywhere. I'm always gonna stay.. for you" he said looking straight to my eyes.

I was speechless.

I'm really so lucky to have him.

We talk about a lot of things while eating. About school, work and anything else. I so missed him. 'Cause sometimes we are both so busy in school and work so yeah and for the fact that we are in a long distance relationship so. If you're going to ask me if it's hard? Of course it is. It's just that we both trust each other that's all. That is all we need. Trust and Understanding 'cause i admit i'm so moody and my attitude is not the best but i love him and he knows that.

"It's getting late now baby and you are probably tired now so i guess we should get going" he said .

"But" i pouted.

"You should rest now. And tomorrow.. your whole day it's just gonna be you and me" he smiles.

"Alright then"

He's staying at a hotel and i went home after i drop him off to his hotel.

Good thing he's here i can relax and not think of how stressful my life is. Because it's been two weeks that i have a straight work schedule. It's tiring and not to mention what happened earlier ugh that girl Ariana or whatever she calls i'm just hoping i'd never see her face again.