"Being a teenager is tough...you're still trying to figure out who you are and where you fit in, it's all about self discovery Heather," My therapist says in a calm voice.  "We are here to help you honey but we can't help you if you don't help yourself," My mother says with a voice filled with pity.Everyone around Heather sees her as this unstable teenage girl who clearly needs help but they don't know for sure what's wrong with her and neither does she. In this book of self discovery, love, passion and daring friendship Heather tries to make sense of who she is and if she's really insane, everything falls in to place with "1000 ʟᴇᴛᴛᴇʀs ᴛᴏ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ." In my head I am sane but in theirs I am not...

1000 Letters to myself

The conversation drifted from Hayden to me and it was all too much for me to handle so I just went back to my room and locked the door. My head started spinning and then I started seeing flashes. I saw Haydens face and the blood - This makes me wake up and fall off the couch. It brings me back to reality and I suddenly feel nauseous. It's been so long since I've thought of Hayden and what happened, I've tried not to think of him because deep down I know I still blame myself... I still regret not going with him even if it was just that one time. 


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