"Being a teenager is tough...you're still trying to figure out who you are and where you fit in, it's all about self discovery Heather," My therapist says in a calm voice.  "We are here to help you honey but we can't help you if you don't help yourself," My mother says with a voice filled with pity.Everyone around Heather sees her as this unstable teenage girl who clearly needs help but they don't know for sure what's wrong with her and neither does she. In this book of self discovery, love, passion and daring friendship Heather tries to make sense of who she is and if she's really insane, everything falls in to place with "1000 ʟᴇᴛᴛᴇʀs ᴛᴏ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ." In my head I am sane but in theirs I am not...

1000 Letters to myself

When I open my eyes it feels like I'm in a different world. It's like the earth has swallowed me in and everything has grown still. The wind is still, the birds are quite and still and I am still. When I turn my head and look to my left he's there... Hayden is there. This all seems so normal to me because the medication that I use has these effect on me and I sometimes see things and do things but this... This seems so real, too real. 


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