Chapter I

Chapter I

Isn't this nostalgic, sitting at the side of the bed watching them while they're sleeping waiting for the sun to rise. I don't know how's my life going to turn out if I didn't met the two of them, the utterly gorgeous men who's sound asleep without knowing that their lover is drowning in a deep thoughts, thinking what's going to happen in the near future.

I myself doesn't know the reason how this two fall in love with me, at first I was afraid to commit to a relationship because I know how painful it's going to be if I fall for both of them and would suddenly disappear like what my family did to me leaving their son alone in a park covered in snow with only wearing thin jacket on, and freezing to dead. I'm not the only child, I was the youngest who turned out to be an omega that's also one of the reason why they abandoned me.

Other than that, they don't want another extra baggage to worry about because they already have 1 alpha male and 1 alpha female. But life is life we have to move forward no matter what happens, I was taken by Jacob and Jake when I was 16 after 6 years I'm still here by their side. I wouldn't say I'm not afraid that they wouldn't leave me, I know to myself that there's something going on but I don't want to bother myself to further analyze the situation.

I want to enjoy the days that I can still stay by their side, it's not like I'm not willing to let them go I rather wait for them to say it themselves. I love them so much, no matter how hard it is for me if we get to the point that we will fall apart. I promised myself that I won't love any other man that these two.

Like how pathetic it sounds I don't care anymore I'm already shameless enough to take advantage of their kindness towards me. Helped me finish school, giving me allowance every month, and giving me food on the table to eat. Today I have an appointment to the doctor because I've been feeling that there's something wrong with my body.

Right now, Jake and Jacob are preparing to go to the office I didn't want them to come with me anymore because they have a lot of things to do at work. I bid them a farewell at the front door with goodbye kiss. Our morning routine is not that entertaining it's peaceful and relaxing mornings.

I fixed myself with my casual clothes, it's getting hot already but I'm happy that the purple hyacinth in our garden is about to bloom. It was mesmerizing to look at.

Since I don't have a car I went to the Hospital with a taxi. The ride is pretty peaceful the driver is friendly a few questions here and there we even talked about his family, such a dotting father. I wouldn't deny the fact that I'm jealous of his children for having that kind of father, changing the subject because I'm being so negative now Dave dropped me off at the front of the Hospital.