Chapter II

Chapter II

I met Mr. Peterson, he asked me a few questions regarding about the things that I'm feeling. Tiredness, sometimes my nose will bleed and I already told him that ever since then I get easily bruised. "When these things started to show" he asked me like the professional he is. I said it slowly started to show a year or two.

If you're going to ask me why I didn't go to the doctor earlier the reason is I don't want to be a bother and last year the company is having a really hard time that's why Jake and Jacob are always busy.

I went to different examination and I'll be able to get the result after one week. I don't have any more business so I went to the grocery store to get the ingredients for the supper tonight. This is my only thing I can do for them. Cook, clean, taking care of them and support them as much as I can.

Enjoying myself at the kitchen, cooking they're favorite dishes. It's almost 9 but they're still not here so I decided to call them before I can dial their number Jake already called me.

"Jake, why you and Jacob aren't home yet? "

"Sorry baby, we wouldn't be able to go home tonight there's a lot of unfinished work at the office"

I know that's not the only reason why they're not going home.

"Where are you going to stay? "

"At some hotel or just here in the office"

I can hear the faint voices at the other side of the hotline.

"Ok, be sure to eat your dinner"

"I love you"

"I love you too"

The emptiness of the house when I'm all alone, the hot steamy appetizing foods are now cold just like how dull the dinning table is that's when I let out a sob a painful silent cry, I keep saying to myself that I can bear with this. I love them, I have to before I can even continue my heartfelt crying a blood started to stream down my nose.

Even though I'm feeling so weak and tired I tried to get up clean myself and the untouched food that I work hard for… I lay myself down on the empty bed feeling so lonely and cold thinking what would I do if there's something serious going on with my body.

Last year I keep feeling that I'm getting weaker but I didn't gave it that much thought because I'm too focused with Jake and Jacob. I fell asleep like that deep in thoughts and thinking of what ifs.

A few days went by just like that without them going home.

Staying at a lonely and deserted house.