Do I like both of them

Bella

As we were walking towards the front of the house we heard a car pull up. It was from Carl. Carl And Ray hugged and said some stuff to themselves then laugh and hugged again. Who is this pretty lady we have over here? Carl asked turning to me and putting his hands forward. Good evening sir I said.

Please call me Carl he replied. I nod my head. Ray called the driver to drop me off, while he and Carl went into the house.

I went home and worked on my story all night. Jace called to ask how my day went. We spoke for some minutes and hang up. I was a bit late to class on Tuesday which was the next day. Thank goodness we only have few classes. After lectures, Elizabeth, Tracy and I went over to eat at the school cafeteria.

How is your story going? Elizabeth asked me. She knew I have been having problems with my write up. I started smiling thinking of my evening in Ray's garden and my new story. Why are you smiling? Tracy asked.

Nothing it just that I finally got a great idea and I am so happy, I replied.

That's great Bella Elizabeth says smiling I nodded my head and we continued eating.

After school that day I went back home I decided to look over the part I have written. I read thought it, there was this feeling of satisfaction. I thought about the story but then I realized that this was not just an image. I am crushing on Ray and maybe I kind of have feelings for him.

Wait! what am I thinking, it felt like I was out of my mind. I thought I was into Jace. Yes, I do, but then what do I feel for Ray. Since the night drive with him, he has been in my thought. Yesterday in the garden it seemed like I have fallen for him. I just saw it as a lovely story idea but reading through my work now It feels like, I am into him.

Can I be into two guys at the same time? that's impossible right? I kept thinking about it till I sleep off. When I woke up in between the sleep I realized that I have rolled over and my laptop was now lying on the floor broken. I took it up and tried to put it on but it was not working. I kept it aside. I will take it to the repair tomorrow since it was already late in the night.

The next day I drop my laptop for repair before heading to school. My mind was so occupied with the thought of Ray and Jace.

What wrong? Elizabeth asked while we were eating lunch. Nothing I replied. I have been noticing you since morning. you are thinking of something Elizabeth said. Did Jace do something? Tracy ask. What, this has nothing to with Jace doing something? I said. Then there is something Elizabeth said.

I think Jace did something, you look emotional Tracy said. It not that, I am just a bit confused I said. They waited patiently for me to tell them what I was confused about. Can someone like two guys at the same time? I asked.

They both look at me. I knew they were wondering why I was asking. I think I like two guys at the same time I said. What! They both said.

Who is the other guy? Tracy asked after a short pause.

You mean who are the guys Elizabeth correct her. No, I know she likes Jace, so who is the other guy Tracy said, Elizabeth nodded in agreement.

just some guy that I barely know. I was not about to tell them it was Ray. He asked me to keep our late night drive a secret and I have not told them. They will not forgive me for keeping it a secret for so long, so there is no need to bring it up.

Well, I think it possible but you will definitely like one of the two more and it possible you just like the other as a friend. Don't worry yourself about it time will make it clear for you Tracy said. That right just give this feeling of your time I am sure you will get the closure soon, Elizabeth said and I just nodded my head. I was feeling more relieved that they did not ask me questions about the other guy.

After school I went to get my laptop. it was working fine but I had a big problem the memory was formatted. Meaning my story was gone. I was not done yet but the part I have written was gone. I walked back to my car feeling very sad and confused how on earth am I going to write it again I can't even remember everything.

I sat in my car relax my back and closed my eyes to calm myself down. I am not sure how long I have been like that before I heard someone tap on my window. I opened my eyes and saw Ray standing there, looking at me outside the car.