Chapter 80

When will spring come to my life?

I sauntered around the room nervously. I just don't know what happened. I just wanted to not regret anything, yet, she keeps proving she is a piece of garbage. But… Wasn't she just looking out for her friend and I was the intruder? But they are the one who summoned me… It's basically their fault, not mine. I am the one who lost everything, not them. They only assume the consequences of what they have done but, why do I have to assume anything?

It's true! I want answers but, am I confident I want to hear them?

I burst out laughing, and I keep laughing until the tears stripe down my face, almost certainly ruining my resolve. What did I do? Why should I try to reach her? Everyone is working against me… Is Andre also working against me? It would kill me, no… If he were one, I just don't want to know about it. Just let me live in a lie till I die… But I don't want to live in lies… I don't want to trust, I don't want to hope.