Chapter 81

Even so, he took my hand as he was crouching next to me, I couldn't calm down. My blood rushed in my veins and I wanted to cry more. I know I am showing a weak side but I can't handle it anymore. I want things to end quickly. Claude kneeled and embraced me with his big arms. He felt warm for a vampire-cat. I rested my forehead on his shoulder and kept crying. I don't even know what is wrong with me. I kept crying for hours. I kept feeling bad. A part of me blames me because I thought badly of people who helped me then the other side, another part reassured me it wasn't my fault; they were the ones speaking vaguely.