The Mind Of Pain

This chapter my experience heavy topics, and parental guidance is recommended.

I can't remember anything, I remember vaguely. I remember someone jumping up. I got a pain in my head. Then a memory, Flashed before my eyes. It was slow, he looked at me. He smiled and hugged me. His hands were soft and he smells like vanilla. He touched me, rubbing his hands up and down. I couldn't remember, who it was. I got angry, I screamed in pain. "Who are you?" Then someone came up to me, "you don't remember us?" Hinata, smiles. "We are your teammates. You might of bumped your head silly." Hinata runs fast and gives me the captain uniform. It felt so soft. I looked down and wondered why I was wearing a different uniform. I walked to the bathroom, to try this uniform on. This person followed me from the gym and he said with a smile. "I wanna make sure you are ok." He grabbed my hand and showed me to the bathroom. He hands felt like, the warmest blanket on the planet. He stopped for a second, to open the door. I changed my uniform, what am I thinking. I don't even know these people, but why? I grasp my hands so tightly, and start to cry in the stall. He comes in, he pushes the door open. My tears fall to the ground, he grabs my hands again. This time, he had smiled. My phone buzzes, for a second.

I pick up the phone, "Hello, who is this?" I say confused. "Daichi, this is oikawa. Your late to practice. I am worried about you." Whoever this was, I could hear how worried this person was. "Wrong number, sorry." I hang up, I cry. He wipes my tears. I don't know what I was thinking. I can't think clearly. I still am holding one of this person's soft hands. He brings me outside the bathroom. He kisses me quickly, but I saw him in slow motion. His snow white hair, brown chocolate eyes. I start to faint. This is to much, "I can't." I pass out, I fall into Suga's arms. He looks at my dark night hair, he picks me up. I can't feel anything, and I let him carry me. "He passed out, and I don't know what is up with him." Suga's says worried. "Hinata what were you thinking, he can't think clearly. What if he has people worried about him right now?" Suga snapped at Hinata. "I am sorry, Hinata. I am just worried about him. What if Nishinoya hurt him?" Suga says upset. I pick up his phone, and I see who called him trying to make things right. Then I stop myself. What if I can have him on our team, he doesn't have to remember. I look at him, and I see how handsome he is. I blush, I smash his phone. "I am such a terrible person." I say to the entire team. All the pieces are on the ground, and I clean it up. I deliver the smashed pieces to the trash can. I go back over to him, I pick him up. "I am sorry, I will figure this out. If anyone asks, he wasn't here." I softly bring him to my home. I put blankets on him, and I get into my pajamas. I take off his clothes slowly, and put him in animal pajamas. I turn off the lights, I fall a sleep. I say softly. "What am I going do?"