Tick Tok

Parental guidance is recommended!! This may include heavy topics.

I don't recognize this place, "where am I?" I say softly. My head pounds still, from the other day. I try to focus on where I was, then I look to the left of me. He looks like he slept softly. I get off the bed quietly, not trying to wake him up. He changed my clothes, he was taking care of me? My heart starts beating. I had no control over my body and I kiss him. I run out of his home, and put on shoes I was wearing before. That wasn't a bad kiss, I don't know him. At the same time I feel like, I have known him my entire life. I stop myself, and I reach for thin air. I close my eyes. He grabs my hand. "you okay? You fainted yesterday." He says looking at me worried. "I love you." It came out of my mouth so fast. "I don't know how, I don't know when. I feel like you were meant to be with me." I close my eyes. I remember when you hugged me and you put your hands on me. So soft. Like vanilla. "Daichi, I think you are.." suga gets interrupted. Someone comes running, and they pick me up. They kiss me softly and they smell vanilla. They put they're hands on me like I remembered. Softly went up and down my back. "You knew didn't you?" I start to tear up. He looks at me,"let's go home Daichi." He pulls my hand softly. "Who are you? I don't even know you?" I saw with him, tears still running down my face. He still has me in his arms. He looks at me, "what happened to my boyfriend? What did you do?" He yells at suga. "It was an accident, I didn't mean for it to happen." Suga starts to cry. "I took him here, to make sure he had a place to stay." He says looking at me with regret. I jumped out of his arms, and I start walking.

I start to tear up more, why can't I remember? Every step felt like, I was farther away from who I was. I just collapse on the hard floor, in the hallway. I fist the ground, and I put my head on the floor. He comes running for me, he picks me up. "You don't have to say anything." He says, he kisses me again. He starts to walk with me, out of Suga's home. I see suga, and he looks upset. As we walk from him, his whole aura disappears. Suddenly, I wanna go back to him. Why can't I stop thinking of that kiss? "Daichi, that was me on the phone." He says with trying to hold tears in. "You're oikawa right? What were we?" I say uncertain. We are about three blocks from Suga's place. And he puts me down on a seat. "We are partners and that hasn't changed." He says kind of upset, "how could you forget about me?" He starts to tear up. He walks off, "oikawa. Wait, I don't remember what happened. Oikawa. Please don't go, I am all alone." I say desperate. I don't know what I did, he says,"it means nothing." He walks off, I grab his hand. "I am not giving up on you." I say angry. I push him against the wall in the open, "I don't know who you are but, if you really care about me. Suck it up. I need to know, I need to know more about you." I say kissing him. I felt nothing, and I walk off.