Mind Games

Parental Guidance is recommended, This chapter includes hard topics.

I look back. He looks at me, and he looks so sad. "You like Suga, don't you?" He says with tears streaming down his face. "I don't like him, I love him." I say looking at him, wiping his tear. "You said forever." He says putting his hand on my face. I walk away, and he says,"This is my last. I love you." He walks in the opposite direction. I drag my feet, and I just can't get my mind straight. I thought this was gonna make me feel better. I quickly move my hands and I wipe my tears. My hands were all wet full of tears, and my nose was dripping. He left me before, I left him. He gave up, and I grabbed him. I grabbed him without hesitation. So why do I feel bad? I walk towards Suga's house, and every step closer brings me more alive. I sit down on a chair closer to Suga's place. The rain starts to pour and I am drenched. "I never changed my clothes." I laughed. I am still in the animal pajamas, and all I see is someone coming up to me. Then suddenly, I felt something. Wind blew past me and gave me chills. The rain shined off of his hair like snow but, more magical. He was getting rained on too, what was he thinking standing there. He runs up to me and kisses me without hesitation.

All of sudden, I close my eyes. I put my hand on him, I open my eyes. Rain gets into my eyes, blurry. I blink a couple of times. It's him, it's Suga. I cry harder, and he sits down with me. "You don't have to say anything Daichi, everything will be ok. I am here." He says, crying with me. We are both drenched in the rain, and he puts his head on me. He holds my hand. "Suga, What did I do? Oikawa just gave up, he just left." He rubs my hand and he says softly,"Breathe Daichi, please breathe." He looks at me with tears. "You deserve so much better than him, and he is a fool for giving up on you." He says angry. "Suga, I should tell you something." I say so quietly, barely being able to talk. The rain starts to calm down a little. "I broke up with him, cause I like you." And I kiss him. Everything stopped, the rain suddenly made a rainbow behind us. I start to smile, and I know this is what love feels like. I put my hands slowly touching his back. Feeling how warm is body is. He smells like chocolate, and he his heart is sweet like it. I have always dreamed what love feels like it. And now I know in my heart, this person is the one.