We Are Stuck In The Rain

This chapter deals with heavy topics, and parental guidance is recommended.

I look down, and I start to walk away from Suga. Just from behind, he comes up so fast. He hugs me tightly. Rubs my back, and he says,"You are so beautiful, and you are mine." I was shocked, and he wouldn't let me go. No matter how hard I tried. I was a mess and he stuck with me. "Daichi, your heart is so pure." He says wiping my tears. "Please don't cry, he is missing out." He kisses and he puts his hand on my face. "Suga, I-" he stops me. "You don't need to say anything." He rubs my face. He pulls me so softly, brings me to the Karasuno gym. He serves the volleyball. Then I slip, he comes running to me. Catches me in mid air. "I guess all the rain made me slip." I laugh, and the whole team starts cracking up. I start to tear up, and I realized,"you guys laughed? I just messed up the whole thing." I look down, and suga grabs my hand. "I am gonna go beat up whoever taught you, you can't laugh, when you mess up." He says angry. Back at aoba johsai,"What did I do? Did I just loose him?" I say with frustration. Iwaizumi comes up to me, he hits my back so hard. "Get your head in the game. You don't need to worry about him, I am sure he will come around. Just talk to him." He says trying to cheer me up.

I was so off my game today during practice, I hit the wall. With so much force, and I cry of pain. "I love him, and Suga took him away." My back touches the wall. I slowly fall and hit the ground. Am I worth this team? What if he leaves me. I take a bus to Karasuno HighSchool, and I run into the court. My shoes were so wet from the rain. I see Suga holding Daichi. The way he holds up, I can't compete with that. "Daichi, I messed up." I start to shake, he comes up to me. He says "I don't remember what we had for each other, and you weren't willing to stay. You left me and you expected me to pick myself up. You think I would forgive you." He turned his head to suga,"That was a lie. I remembered apart of you, the sweet side. The part that cared for me, the part that gave a damn. I even cared for you when you left me and I was so dumb. You left me first." Daichi says almost sobbing. "Daichi, I-" I say and he cuts me off. "Please just leave, you aren't supposed to be here. I don't wanna see you okay?" He says, yelling with anger at me. Apart of me broke inside, I had no words. It was my fault right? I mean, I left him alone. I am the awful one. I thought all of this, and even then I didn't fix the situation. Why am I even here. I walk out of the gym, and I dropped my phone. "If you care, here is all the memories. You can have them. I don't care anymore." I say so frustrated. "It's probably better, I leave out of your life for good." He looks at me, "Oikawa- wait." He says trying to reach out. I run so far, and "I can't do this anymore." I say softly, as I run farther and farther from Daichi. I lost him for good, it's probably better that way.