The Day I Die

Parental guidance is recommended. This chapter has heavy topics. Suicidal warning!

I try calling Oikawa after he went home, he texts me: ... I am sorry, I wish- I wish, I could of been a better friend. I text him: ... why are you saying that? You are a great friend. he looks like he is typing.. .. Then all of a sudden it stops. I look at my phone later, maybe he is busy right? I get a call from his parents, they are upset. "Oikawa?" I say abruptly. "This is his parents, he tried to-" I stop them. "Where is he?" I yell. "At... this hospital." They say sobbing. I hang up and run to the hospital. I could barely breathe for running this hard but, I kept going. I felt my feet touching the ground, I saw everything moving past me, and every step. I got angry. "I should of been there, I should of checked up on him sooner." I start to sob. I should of took a car but, I couldn't think like this. I started, to pace myself. I finally reached the hospital, and I went up to his floor. I ran across the hallway, and I saw him. "WHAT WERE YOU THINKING, I was worried about you Oikawa." I grab his hands so tightly, and kiss him. I softly, sit next to him. I hug him tight, and he gets up.

He slowly walks to the window, every step. I wanted to hold onto him. He grabbed my phone from my pocked when I didn't realize it. He broke the window, "Oikawa." I start to yell, I start to hold onto him. He starts to jump, I hold his hand. "Oikawa please." I start to sob. He jumps off the window, and I am still holding his hand. I get cut from the glass. I start to bleed. "Oikawa, I love you." I kiss him, and I throw him in the hospital room. "I am sorry Oikawa, you have so much to live for." I yell to him. I close my eyes, and my memories of the future start to fade. Me proposing to Oikawa, starts to fade. I close my eyes, falling. I see Oikawa, and before I closed them. I feel the tears falling from my closed eyes. I am out of breath, it took everything out of me to push him to safety. I knew the consequences. I told him not to do it, and I saved him. Falling felt like, peace. Knowing I saved him, meant everything to me. My heart stops, and I knew it was the end. It reminded me of a machine in the hospital flatlining, but my life just stopped. Is this what death feels like? I am happy that, he gets to live another day. I saved my soulmate, I am sorry Oikawa. Please live, I saved you. That's my dying wish.