It's strange to work so hard and put in so much effort, only to be replaced by someone better..
Back then I cared. I cared a lot. But now things are getting worse, yet I don't care
[ Flashback; One year and five months ago ]
[ Heidie POV ]
Have you ever cried so hard that you can't even breath? Suffocated..
You had to put your hands on your mouth to control your sobbing. Just to make sure nobody hears, nobody notices. Have you ever bite your self to control your emotional breakdowns?
I lost the courage to face mirror.
Can u picture yourself getting into some shits. And it gets serious as time goes by. Now you are trying your best to make it better. But, the only thing you notice is things getting worse.
Have you ever tried so damn hard that your life depends on it.. but still nothing gets better. You can't see the results as time goes by. Worseing the condition, it's breaking me down.