my heart are shatered

my name Alise Cloas, i am 16 year old this years. my father,Grand Duke Cloas or his name is real Aden Cloas telling me that he has a good new for me

so today i dress as pretty as i can

with my light blue hair,sky colour eyes and my body can be said even other household ladys jelous for me

"lady Cloas,the lord had arive"

"oh,that was early" said me as i was shocked,father almost everyday working at the palace.

"but my lady..."

"what?" asked me as i smile toward my maid Maina, she was my friend you can said that,as she had take care of me from i still age 6 years old and right now her age are around 22~25,but i dont want to ask her real age as she get mad last time i asked her

"....."

somehow Maina quite weird today,but i just think that becouse my father return to the home early

so after getting ready with my dress, i directly walk toward the main room..

then i saw my father, so i greet him

"lord father" i said politely

but like always he just ignore me, but then i saw him smiling

he was smiling

not even in my life i saw he like that but today he smiling, i was thinking maybe he will treat me better in the future right?

but then just as i smiling too, my father just past trought me

yeah he just walk away

why did he do that?

so i turn mt head behind and saw him holding a baby

yes a baby

but why?

and why did i had bad feeling?

i dont know

then i heard he said

"A..." but he stop until the butler came to him wispered something

"Al...Alise?,i need to tell you something"

ah...did he just forget about my name?

i feel like going to cry right now but i hold it as i still had hope for what he going to tell me

"this is your brother Allen Cloas,the heir of Cloas Family"him said as he gentlely held the baby

i was shacking

i should has bealive my feeling

now i just thinking, for what did i do all those years?,all those torture?,all those suffering?

and i remember a talk between my father few year ago

flash back~

"lord father,i can talk with you?" asked me as i stood infront of my father work table

"half minute" that all what he said

but i was over joyed

"lord father can i ask you what are i for you?" i asked him

"the heir of Cloas Family"

flash back end~

but now he said the baby is the heir of Cloas family...so who i am?

just a subtitute?

hahahaha i keep holding my tear as i collect all my courage and ask him

"so how about me?"

"you....can do anything you want from now on" that what he said as he take the baby and goes to his room

then i kneel on the ground

"my lady!!" i heard the butler and maid shouted

but i let my tears come out

the worker begin to comfort me as them knew just how hard i try to became the hair but now it all became a waste

then i view became black

it was next morning i wake up....but my sadness still there

i saw Mania look at me with worries so i said

"i am okay mania" but i dont know that my voice right now is very....cold and distant

mania has shocked look when she heard Alise voice

'my lady voice.....'

but she just hold her tears

as for Alise she just look at her hand

a hand that full with scar

it all because.....

those punishment for all those wrong thing she did when learning with her tutor

so Alise always wear silk glove when walking out from her room

but the maid and butler knew it

they also try to bring healer to came for healing Alise few years ago with their own money

but Lord Cloas saw the healer and said

"why did healer came at my mansion?" said him with cold voice

"i came hear to treat lady Alise"

"huh,you think the heir of Cloas family will has injuries?!,now get out before i order the guard to trow you outside

then the healer walk away with anger

but the butler,maids and all guard begging her to treat lady Alise

but the healer just give them some herb to ease some pain then she go just like that

with just the herb and without healer

the injureis on alise hand cant being healed and leave many scar

"so mania,what do you think will happen to me after this" said alise with cold and sad voice

"my lady..." mania dont even knew how to make alise feel better

"maybe he will sent me to marry some old man,sell me off or just kill me right?" said alise as she unknownly use his new ability

mania can feel very dark power came out from alise but she cant do anything as alise already awekened her magic,but the magic were very dangerous the dark magic

dark magic is one of the most evil magic in the while country but looking at alise,manis knew she just a child that was hurt and not some evil witch

then two of them keep sitting on the bed and stood movingless until other maid came to said it time to has meal with lord Cloas

then mania quickly let Alise wear some dress from the closet

time skip~

at the dining table

i dont know but i think i feel dark magic in my daughter body

but why?

i had gift her all thing that many people cant even touch but why did she....

"good morning lord father"

yes her viice became cold and distant jsut where is the cheerfull alise goes?,maybe the one infront of me is dark witch actting to be my daughter?,no i can feel Cloas bloodline in her

maybe i need to ask the butler about this..

after the meal

"Alfred,what happen to Alise?" i ask him but i saw shocked look on his face

why did he shocked?

"my lord, lady Alise is...."

then he stop,why did alfred stop?

"tell me" said me with cold voice

"lady Alise is heart broken" said alfred with sad voice

what!?!?,she was heart broken?!?!?

"who did it?!,tell me, i going to kill him myself" i said but alfred just silent

yes silent

"Alfred!!"

"i..it..w...wa..was ....y...ou lord Cloas"

said alfred

but me?

"Alfred dont playing around with me!!" shouted i

but then

"I DONT PLAYING AROUND MY LORD,IT WAS YOU THAT MAKE LADY ALISE LIKE THAT!!!"

i dont exspected Alfred to be angry

"what did i do?" i ask with low voice

"what did you do mylord?,i cant tell you unless lady alise let me"

"alfred!!" i shouted as i realese my ice magic

"Aden!!!,you forgot who i am?!?" but i forgot alfred maybe a butler,but he is my late father most trusted allies

then i just sit a look at alfred that has black face walking out from the room..