should i just kill my self?

i dont knew what to do now

no class to attend

no friend to talk

no family to find

just who i am in this house?

just some backup plan for fath...that man?

hahahaha i think i going crazy

i has many scar on my body but the scar in my heart is hurting more than those scar

my had hand scar just because that man invite so called serious turor to teach me but did he know that tutor is a sadist? she was completely a maniac

if i just make one wrong thing that its...

she directly use some kind of tool to torture me with pain on my hand

i can still remember that feeling if not that women were attacked by soem bandit..i think i already died right now

also there were huge scar on my back,i gain it form my own father...

it was few years ago when hunting season, he ordered me,yes he ordered me not asked me, to hunt a rabbit

hahaha,bt you know what?,he use his magic blindyly when fighting with some wild bear...and those magic hit my back as i try to avoid it

after killing those wild bear with ease he just walk away...yes walk away leaving me alone in the forest with heavy injury

if not for alfred found me,i will dead that year

and there were some scar on my leg

it was caused by that man too, he leave me alonr in the forest that full with sharp plant in the winter....

hahahaha if i dont walk then i will dead

if i walk i need to withstand pain stepping on those sharp plant, some time i fall and hit those thorn again and again....only after few hour walking did i succefully get trought the forest but did you know?,that man set an teleportation magic that make me who just arive send back to that hell

and the worse of all is,i was kipnaped when my age is 8 year old , for whole month i was tortured by hundred if not thousand dark magic just becouse the one that kipnap me is that man old enemies.

and the one that save me is royal knight as them said that man had even important thing to do...

hahahaha that hurt me very much, i use to think that je really had important thing to do,but i heard from mania and alfred secret talk is he just someone that were his ex lover before he married with my mother

so ex lover had higher standing than me in his heart.....

maybe i shoulf just....

not finish thinking the maid calling for me

"lady alise,the lord want to meet you"

time skip

"so,what happen to you?"i asked alise

"i am fine"said her with cold voice

" i am being seriuos here,what happen to you?" i asked again as i rise my voice

"hahahahahahahaha"

then alise laugh,why did her laughing for?,did she think i am joking around here? with anger in my heart i slap her

but then i realise my action but what i saw make me has cold sweet behind me

infront me is not alise anymore but a demon

how can she posesed by demon?

isnt she had happy life?

isnt she always has happy face when she saw me?

why did that change?

"hahaha,what a delicious emotion" said the demon

i want to kill this demon but i dont want to hurt alise, but thinking back i summon my sword and swing it toward the demon

SLASH!!!

just one attack and that demon dead but my sword still at alise neck as i afraid she will tranform into demon again

but then alfred enter the room with the guard

"whay happen my..." alfred was shocked when he saw his lord put sword at lady alise neck

"my lord!!!,even if you dont love her,i dont think you are trying to kill lady alise" shouted alfread as he take alise in princess carry and the guard already had angry look at their face because them truly angry right now

the lord that them serve were trying to kill the lady them love?

who will not became angry?

"wait..is n.."

not giving aden talking alfred already running to carriage to go to the temple with the guard

"shit!!"cursed aden as he kick the table away

why did you said i dont love alise?

why did you think i going to kill her like i always want to kill her?

back to the alfred

"alfred....just let me rest in the room"

"but my lady"

"just do it"

"alright my lady"

then guard begin to escort alise to her room

in the night the whole mansion were shocked by lord Cloas doing

"why did the lord try to kill lady?"

"maybe he afraid lady alise trying to take young master allen sit as heir"

"anyway he is demon"

"yeah, he dont even care about lady alise"

"now with young master allen,lord Cloas begin to try kill lady alise"

"if not because butler alfred...i afraid"

"hemm,maybe lady alise already dead right now"

next morning

Aden begin to feel the reavenge of maid,guard and other people in the mansion

his meal were to salty

his work became to much

his cant even sleep as the room turned into cold room

his bath only with cold water

what is happenning? why i feel something weird about this mansion just like.....before alise were born...

meanwhile, alise right now already set her tool to suicide,

now i just need to ise this rode to make me unable to breath then i will death will perfect way

then she begin to....

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as she almst lost her breath

suddenly mania enter the room and saw alise were hoocked on the air with rode at her nect

"Lady alise!!!!" shouted mania as i view turn black....

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