chapter 4 | news

y/n's p.o.v

"I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YOU Y/N".

she texted me in all caps.

i knew that she doesn't have bad news, because she usually is serious around these situations probably. i mean, i still don't fully know her.

especially because you just met her yesterday at the school incident. regardless, she's absolutely sweet and fascinating. you loved her personality trait, humor, physical appearance once you both met.

growing out of your deep thoughts, you didn't want to actually spend the whole time admiring her, i mean, as a friend. i went and tried responding back to her hoping she had good news because i do not want bad news especially after what happened yesterday. it's enough for me.

"hm?" you responded while having a confused face expression.

once you saw her typing back you lowkey panicked a bit, but you knew it wasn't anything serious or troublesome.. right?

"SOO"

"this is some good news."

"you know y/n, i can come along and meet you someday or even soon. you live really close to me, and i would love to see you or spend some time with you! so, can i maybe have a sleepover for tomorrow or whenever you're ready? i'll leave you sometime for you to rest don't worry. i'm just asking!!"

once you read that message, you had that weird feeling in your stomach. yep, it happened once again.

but, actually excited feels this time. you lightly gasped about her message, and how you kind of wanted to ask that before she did. you started wandering around your couch still thinking about that message.

i mean, you obviously would agree immediately, but the thing is, your mother. would she accept her? would she let her in my house? you wandered inside of your thoughts.

pretty much, sasha is such a great and kind person. you would spend all night with her in the sleepover, and i think mom would accept her. she seems so accepting already, including the fact that her face is so innocent and could literally wow everyone.

since you kept thinking about the fact of her coming over and how your mom would react, you immediately responded back to not leave her on read.

"HOLY? YES OF COURSE. i'm gonna ask my mom too, please wish me luck and hope that she would accept this offer. sasha i know you seem so kind and she would accept you right away, i just need luck." you responded back in excitement.

also, thinking about the fact that your abusive dad isn't here, has relieved you even more. he would always say no to sleepovers, abusive and emotionally abusive both ways. he's now all gone in hell probably. you laughed at your thoughts but felt a little evil, honestly though, he deserved it.

while you were thinking about him, you went out of your thoughts and grabbed your phone until,

BZZ

"GREAT!! LET ME NOW WHEN YOUR MOM AGREES!! also, how about your dad? sorry if this is an offensive question." she texted.

the fact that i was thinking about him, was just kind of funny when she asked that. you wanted to respond immediately with no thoughts, since you always have hated him and you never thought it would be a bad idea to tell sasha about your dad and how abusive he was but hes all gone now. you weren't emotional at all about it though.

"oh yeah, my dad was actually abusive, emotionally abusive, so strict and would say no to any sleepovers or any friends coming to visit, though he's probably all gone in hell. and no, i'm not evil 😭 i'm just relieved he's gone, nor am i emotional about it." you responded back.

once you said that you kind of got scared if sasha would've thought you were a physcopath, but you didn't really care about it anyway. since, when you were ever talking about your past dad, it never got emotional nor you had regrets. just pain off of your chest. it's all gone now, for good.

BZZ

"ohh, okay. well i hope you're feeling relieved and okay now, let me know what your mom has decided too! and, if you can't sleep because of your bones and the pain it has please text me bae! i would never mind. now goodbye since i have school assignments to do!! i'll try texting back. kiss kiss <3" she responded.

you got chills when she asked about your health or if you couldn't sleep because of how your bones hurt, it made you feel so cared about and how you were never cared about since your childhood, except when your mom actually looked out to you and now has taken care of you. she became so nice after my dad left, but sasha. it just, you have that feeling whenever you text her, you will become her bestfriend in less than 2 seconds. no regrets, no pain, no stress. just absolute fun personality trait, and humor.

you most likely felt more comfortable with sasha more than anyone of your other friends. and how she gave you the nickname "bae" or always cared about you. also, speaking of nicknames, you thought of changing her nickname on messages.

you went to like her message before doing that, and then checking her profile. you went to her name and changed it to her nickname she gave you because it would be cute to match.

y/n has changed sasha braus's nickname to : "bae !! <3 🎀"

once you have done that, you felt so happy seeing that nickname for some reason. and how she calls you it, but you still haven't decided her profile picture yet since you guys just met and didn't have pictures of eachother.

"y/n sweetie please come and eat dinner! it's ready." your mom called.

you sprinted to the dining table, especially because you were actually starving. you haven't ate since last incident.

and speaking of food, my mom made me cheese burgers, including fries and pepsi drinks. you loved the smell of it and especially because you haven't smelled it for a long time. you did eat this meal last time, but before the incident and all that jazz you didn't really eat it that much.

TIMESKIP BROUGHT TO YOU BY SASHA'S NICKNAME FOR YOU

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once you ate all of your food and didn't want to eat anymore, you left and went back to your room. you decided to bring your headphones and listen to some 10d music because it would always feel like a concert. you wanted to play an anime opening so you did attack on titan's opening, guren no yumiya. you absolutely loved shinzou wo sasageyo, though you wanted to play guren no yumiya. you loved it so much since the anime itself was so professional and well made.

after a few anime openings you've listened to, you went to make coffee for yourself. and it was 7pm, though it didn't matter if you would stay up or not. regardless, tomorrow was a saturday so it was fine anyway.

you went to check the kitchen and didn't see your mom, you thought she probably would've taken a nap in her bedroom. after that you went to pour coffee beans into your cup and boiling the water.

TIME SKIP AGAIN LMFAO

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after spending 5 hours watching youtube videos and gaming, you were so tired you couldn't even explain how much you were tired, though you did have a bit of some energy you could spend for more hours. you left sasha alone and not annoying her since she told you she had assignments and all that jazz. but you-

BZZ

bae !! <3 🎀 ;

"hihi bae !! uhm i'm so sorry to bother you if you are sleeping or doing something important for your needs but i just finished my assignments. also, i had a question earlier. do you somehow play minecraft?"

you went to check your phone from far away since you were on your pc playing mc. you tried focusing on the message and eventually read it. you literally squeaked when you saw it and immediately went to bring the phone and respond back.

you never would've thought sasha played minecraft either, you both always texted and had fun though.

"omg no you're not bothering me at all, AND HECK YES I DO."