a little far will do us good

Pov "Aurora

Hearing the words of my grandmother I felt guilty she was right she saved me and even grinded him inside something I hadn't thought of him anymore and it's wrong so I decide to go to my sister and talk to him sitting on the terrace

Aurora: I'll leave with you

Laila: what do you say why?

Aurora: I just realized I'm a burden to Andy Laila: deep down you know that Aurora is not like that

Aurora: maybe yes I maybe not I have to free him anyway Laila I have to let him live his life seeing me he will never be able to make a life he will feel the need to take care of me and I will not let this happen I will make them have his freedom forever he deserves it.

Laila: I know we no longer know about our father and that animal but ..... if one day we will need ???

Aurora: we will see this for now let's move on we have to fight and live as best we can.

I decide before going to talk to Grandma in her room

Aurora: Grandma I have to talk to you about something

Grandma: you want to go, don't you?

I agree she sits next to me and takes my hands in hers

Grandmother: to me you are already a granddaughter and you will be forever wherever you were one day I hope to see you again I wish you a lot of happiness and health if you really want to leave I will not tell you to stay I understand you and I will respect your choice but you must promise me to always keep me informed about you and if it is possible to do me another favor maybe the last one I can ask you

Aurora: tell me grandma?!?

Grandma: I don't know how long

I'll still be there

Grandma: don't talk like that

Grandma: I have the years that I have dear I will not be able to live forever that's why knowing you next to Andy I was calm but ..... too many things happened I can't ask you to stay here I know that you will both suffer a change of scenery will do you good Resuming my speech, I have to ask you to sign papers for me.

Aurora: things and grandmother?

Grandma: Everything that belongs to Andy I look at her confused

Aurora: what do you mean grandma?

Grandma: if I transfer everything to your name it will be safe everything that the mother left them you are the only one I trust please do not say anything to anyone and accept when the time comes you have to be there for him because I am sure that not he will have no one sincere close to him and will suffer a lot. Aurora: I can't acetare it's too grandma Grandmother: you are the only one who is sincere with him is the only one that I can trust others think how to always cheat for them you are not like that and it happens from the first day you entered this house.

Aurora: if you are calm so I will do it for Andy I will be his insurance policy and safe. Grandma begins to laugh and I sign everything with her and I go to pack my bags as soon as I finish I go to her room to say that I am leaving. I knock on the door but no one answers so I slowly enter knocking harder Aurora: Andy are you in the bathroom?

Andy: I'm coming,

come in I go in and sit on his bed waiting for him to come out of the bathroom I feel my hair pulling and I jump up from the bed not wanting to make him fall to the ground and I am on top of him beating head and head, he starts laughing loudly.

Andy: what a speed and crazy I get up quickly and stretch out my hand to help him get up, he looks at me confused

Aurora: I want to help you get up what you thought?

Andy: to this?!? I thought you wanted a diamond on your finger.

He gets up without taking my hand and sits on the sofa in his room I sit next to him. Aurora: I don't know how to say it I thought it was easy but it's not for nothing.

Andy: What is it?

He looks at me smiling

Andy: don't tell me did you fall in love with me? I look at him seriously and he realizes that something is wrong to get up from the sofa but I stop him take him by the hand. Aurora: please don't go I have to talk to you and if I don't do it now I won't be able to do it anymore, you know I had prepared a speech but at the moment I forgot everything I have a confused mind.

I make them understand that they have to sit next to me but they do not look at me so I take their face with my hand and turn it towards me.

Aurora: you already know that I have to tell you right?

He does not reply me

Aurora: I have to do it I have to go to be able to .....

He gets up quickly and goes to the terrace I go behind them.

Aurora: I know it's not as easy as it is for me and the same for you we don't express our feelings but inside of us we know it's not easy we are hard on the outside but on the inside we are delicate you know that we are very similar you and me

I see that he still does not look at me

Aurora: I got used to your good morning to yours you are fine with your smile and your laugh that every time I hear it fills my heart with joy knowing that you are happy I want you to find happiness I seriously want you to have the freedom that you had before meet me.

Andy: I'm fine like that

Aurora: no Andy you are not well since I am here you have not gone out you do not talk to friends you do not go out for a walk, and all because I am afraid to leave this house and this gate that divides me from the outside world I realized that it's not right for me or you, I have to continue school I have to graduate and I have to find a steady job that makes me support my sister at a school, I have to get out of your nursery Andy I have to ..... even if it seems like a lot difficult and it will be difficult at first.

Andy: So why do you want to leave?

Aurora: look at me Andy

The tears are coming out of me out of control I try to hide them but he notices it and he dries them for me.

Aurora: I will miss this most of all knowing that you dry my tears before I do. I hug him tightly and still cry close to him

Andy: I ​​don't want you to go

He holds me closer to him

Aurora: hey don't think you get rid of me easily you will have to call every day whatever happens you have to call me ok?

Andy: is that you? You'll be fine ?

Aurora: I'll have to Andy

Andy: Marry me

I look at him confused

Andy: I'm serious Aurora marry me I start laughing and crying at the same time and hug him again.

Aurora: Thanks Andy for everything and maybe I say and maybe one day I'll ask you to marry me too who knows.

We start laughing together and I don't know how we fall asleep together on the sofa.

I see the first light of day I try to get up but Andy's arms hold me close to him

Andy: Is it morning already?

Aurora: Yeah I feel myself

hugging him even closer

Aurora: I will miss Andy so much

Andy: You too Aurora

He lets me go and I get up and run away from his room.

I see Laila ready and the grandmother who is crying already near our suitcases we put the suitcases in the taxi we say goodbye to the grandmother and we get into the car I start crying as soon as we leave the driveway of the house once outside the gate I feel lack of air I have difficulty to breathe Laila notices it and hugs me tightly.

Laila: If you want to leave, don't look back and don't answer your cell phone.

I close my eyes and snuggle into my sister's arms.