goodbye grandma

Pov "Andy

It's been two years since her departure I miss her more every day I have lost all contact with her I don't know anything about her life and she even told me to call her for anything but she changed her number as soon as she left I tried to look for her a bit from for everything but nothing. I hear my cell phone ring and I answer quickly

Andy: grandma ???

Grandma: you should come home grandma love I don't feel well maybe my time has come I switch off the phone call and run out of the house getting into the car I can't get it started my hands shake I relax and I start the car I start at full throttle some fine tonight I'll catch for sure but I don't care that much I have to get to my grandmother at as soon as possible.

I arrive in front of the gate I have no courage to enter I am terribly afraid I force myself and park the car in front of the door I turn off the car I open the door and run inside the house finding the door already open I find myself in the living room looking around there is so much people here I am looking for the grandmother among them and she is not there.

Andy: grandma ???? !!!!

No response so cry as loud as possible

Andy: grandma ?????? Where are you ??????? I have everyone's eyes on me

Uncle: the doctor is in his room I run pushing the people in front of me and I go to her room I open the door and I see her there on the bed

Andy: Grandma?

The doctor looks at me sadly

Andy: what's up doctor?

Doctor: I'm sorry Andy we can't do anything more I look towards my grandmother she gestures to me to approach her I do it immediately I take her hand in mine. Grandmother: my dear my time has come I was lucky to have you as a grandson you have always been my sunshine after me you must be forever as you are I will be your guardian angel I will look at you from up there. Andy: grandma !!!!

Grandmother: Aurora has never interrupted contact with me I asked him to close with you, not to contact you I had to secure her Andy she is very important to you and I know well there are many enemies we have as families and you know it well that she was in danger if they knew where she was so she kept him safe by hiding her well.

Andy: why?

Grandmother: soon you will find out too I already organized everything two years ago before she left I trust her and you too never doubt her do you understand? Never doubt she is the only one who will stand by you for who you are, money has nothing to do with it. I look at him confused I agree I see her smile and then nothing more, closing her eyes slowly, she no longer answers me when I call her.

Pov "Aurora

I tried to come as soon as possible as soon as the lawyer informed me unfortunately the grandmother is not able to tell me that she is ill she just told me to prepare for the favor I have to do them and here I am in a taxi asking to go more as quickly as possible at the cemetery I want to see her coffin I want to greet her. I see his choir bar as much as possible towards it kneeling and I pray crying in front I look around no known face and then see him and close them but hidden I would like to get closer but thinking about it is not the right thing he will not want to see me right now I have to give them some time. The funeral is over everyone goes away except him who stood there without saying anything hugging himself and crying in his silence I force myself and run to him I don't care if he doesn't want me near I don't care if he will scold me I have to stay with him close. Once close to him I sit down and hug him tightly Aurora: I'm so sorry Andy

He says nothing, he just puts his head on my shoulder and cries again.

At one point when it gets dark he recovers a bit and finally looks at me rubbing his eyes and banging his head from the tree behind him.

Andy: I'm going crazy for sure that was the only thing missing.

I put my hand behind his head so as not to get hurt by banging it I see that he notices it and turns his face back to me looking at me confused.

Aurora: you're not going crazy it's me

For a moment I feel everything stop we don't breathe I feel my heartbeat and its whole. He hugs me tightly

Aurora: I'm so sorry

Andy: are you here ???

Aurora: of course I'm here I couldn't help but be especially in these moments I'm sorry that I couldn't come earlier so I could say hello too.

Andy: She knew you were coming

Aurora: yes, he had already booked my ticket After a few minutes of hug he releases me, he gets up and gives me a hand to help me get up, I take it and he helps me.

Andy: Hi Grandma He goes away leaving me behind him I try to keep up with him and I can't so I fall down hurting my knee.

Aurora: Andy please stop wait for me It does not stop leaves me there alone I start crying what was I expecting? He has every reason not to listen to me and I would also like to stay close to him and talk about grandmother's plan.

I leave the cemetery there is total darkness I look for my mobile phone in my bag, praying to find it as soon as possible I find it and I call a taxi to pick me up while I am on the phone I see the car lights that are approaching me I get scared and I look for to get out of the road ending up hurting myself in the gate I swear in a low voice I look at the car which is stationary and I panic, someone gets out of the car I see some shoes I close my eyes praying it wasn't some madman in this middle of nowhere.

Andy: sorry for first I was not lucid did you get hurt?

I open my eyes and see Andy in front of me jumping them in my arms like a real madman making him swing.

Aurora: I thought you were already gone Andy: I ​​would never leave you here alone in the middle of nowhere. I compose myself leaving the embrace I am mortified by the gesture I made.

Andy takes me by the hand and takes me into the car putting on my seat belt then gets into the driver's seat and leaves, there is an excruciating silence in the car I would like to ask many things and also say many things and yet I can not say anything I look around I do not I know where he is going and I cannot ask him I remain silent, he is driving towards a road I do not know I am a bit confused but I trust him he needs his space I will not ask for anything.

Andy: Let's go to my house

I look at it and agree without saying anything else. We are in the countryside I remember that he told me about this house I have not had the opportunity to come before now, we arrived he gets out of the car and I follow him without hesitation, once inside he turns on the lights and I look around, remaining impaled at the entrance he goes to sit on the sofa in the small living room. I approach him slowly sitting down and I also look at him from head to foot and sigh at that point I see that he opens his eyes and looks at me.

Andy: You haven't changed much

Aurora: neither are you I relax by settling myself well on the sofa looking at the roof and then closing my eyes I feel it moving I do not open my eyes I do not move I just clench my fists, I feel that he puts his head on my legs he takes my hand and hugs her at that point tears begin to come out I feel his pain and also his abandonment, with the other hand I caress their hair.

Aurora: I know it hurts and I will not say that I understand you I have tried these words on my skin they do not have an effect on the contrary they bring more anger inside, but I will tell you that slowly you will also learn to live with this pain I will not say that it will pass because it will not go away every time that you will remember it you will feel the same pain you feel now, I can tell you that you will learn to overcome it as you did once.

I open my eyes and look at him he has his arm placed over his eyes slowly I take them off his arm has his eyes closed I see his tears running down I hurry to dry them I lean towards him moving a little and give him a kiss on the forehead.

Aurora: There are no words of comfort.

He says nothing and I leave him like that in his silence I do not know how and when the sunlight makes me open my eyes I look around we are in the same position as last night I have my legs that pinch me I try to move slowly without waking him and it seems that I can, I take a blanket and cover him by arranging them even a pillow under my head, I close the curtains in the living room and let it rest.