Chapter 38

TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM

When she left, all the tears I had been holding back exploded, it was like waterfalls, I was just staring at the swimming pool, many thoughts were running through my brain.

Why are they jealous of what I have now, my parents really did work hard for us to have this life, why are they mad at me just because they can’t get what they want in just a snap? Is it really a curse to be a Montero? But, to be honest, I don't think so. My parents had lots of friends, maybe that explains why I left with no one.

Also, for me their excuse is very lame, why are there such people? Just because they are sad and jealous, they will pull you down as well? shouldn't we just help everyone rise? that's what I did to them but why did they come back and make me feel so awful.

I just jumped in the pool again and swam until I got tired, when I got tired, I went to the kitchen to cook then, after I ate, I just went to sleep.