Chapter 37

I didn't go to school today because I don't know how to go to school and face them anymore, my friends betrayed me, I fell for their nice words but it was just a trap, I also want to transfer to another school but of course I can't because of my parents. They will just yell at me and tell me that they are right, which is I don't want to happen

Also, I don't want to explain anymore, as much as I can, I don't want to speak, I don't know what to do, right now, I feel so empty, I feel like anytime, my body will just give up.

Maybe right now I feel like they're laughing at me because I'm stupid, maybe for them, it's just a small thing but for me, it's really a big deal, this pain I'm feeling is a pain I will never forget, how can I get up and fight again considering the effect of the pain they gave?