This was nice. Or not nice, nothing is nice when the love of your life just literally fell in love at first sight with another person, plus the fact that you found out that the person that you are destined to be with is your loverinterest's brother. But the nice part was hugging my mother. She was so warm and soft and she didn't care how many tears of mine soaked her shirt. She had helped me breathe through my panic attack and when dad had come to see what it was he also sat down next to me. He had started to walk to the door to see who was outside calling my name, but I stopped him before he could unlock it.
After trying to explain what had happened through my hickups and tears mom helped me to bed and I fell asleep immediately, despite of the chaos in my head. I could bet my pocketmoney, which weren't much, that my parents hadn't understood one word that I said to them last night. When I woke up again mom and dad were sitting on my bed.