Royal Queen In Wang (1)

"What are you saying? Not because you don't want something you will not accept it. You were born that way and you'll die that way!" Jin Shuang shouted as we entered my palace.

I frowned at him because even though I'm confused, why do I still seem to be wrong?

"People like me don't die, Jin Shuang. You don't even ask why I lied? Why I'm Yue Xing even though I'm really Yao Xing, I'm confused as to what I really am. Am I really the Royal Queen? I feel like I'm going crazy asking myself questions that doesn't have any answers." I said that was the reason he was just staring at me.

I want to cry but I can't shed any tears why is that? Why now? First Yiren, now me. Is it really forbidden for me to be happy at all?

"I didn't ask because I don't want to know. It hurts because you lied to me but it hurts more to choose punishment than to accept it. You are the recognized as the owner of the world, you were born that way. Accept it."

"I really don't want to accept!" I cried and my tears started dripping, I didn't want to accept. It's hard to accept that my first life was Luo Tribe, I thought it was that. Second life here I went to the Mortal Realm this is what I wanted but there is still a Third.

"I don't want to accept, I don't want to leave, I don't want to be in difficult spot, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to live without you, I don't want to wake up in the morning and the person I love is no longer beside me. I love you, yes I can love you so much that i can even drive away my Mother, my title, my life just to be with you. Have mercy on me Jin Shuang, you don't know what hardship I went through just to be happy like this with you ... I killed my own life to get rid of all the pain and it brought me here-- to you."

I was crying, groaning I raised my gaze to stare Jin Shuang in the eye. "I don't want to live without you, I can die for you, I will fight my Mother because I want to go home to you--."

Before I could finish what I was saying my two eyes grew bigger because Jin Shuang walked quickly towards me and after he approached he pulled my waist closer to his body and he kissed my lips as if he was very eager for it. While my tears were still dripping I closed my eyes to accept his kiss.

This is the kiss I want to receive every day. I choose him. 'I choose him Mother'. I said to my head because I knew my Mother was listening to me now.

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The anger of the Luo Tribe Queen echoed throughout the room. Fate and the Queen Liones are inside while looking at the Royal Queen who is sound asleep now.

"It can't be! My own daughter can't love that demon! I'll die first before I let this happen! Fate! Go to Phoenix Valley, make sure Feng Yiren receives the news that my daughter Yao Xing is in the Wang Dynasty Xing. Hurry up! " The Queen said angrily while still staring at her son.

"Yes, Your Highness. I will do that, but now I do see with my eyes that the people of the Zhou Empire along with Han Xiao Mao is towards the Wang Dynasty. I am sure he will also make a way so that these events we did not expect will not happen again. " Fate said that was the reason why the Queen looked at him.

"Just make sure, Fate. A Demon and a Goddess cannot love, especially if these two both rule. One rules the Demon Realm as the Demon Emperor, and the other rules as the Royal Queen. The Royal Queen can marry but not to that man. I hate Demons! So my daughter can't love one, because she will only get hurt in the end. I know that, all Demons hurt the same. "

"You're just using that as an excuse because of what happened to you before, Liones, forget that its already thousand years ago, can't you still forget?" The Queen frowned at what she heard from Fate.

"Forget? Even if I die today, I will never forget what happened."

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"I thought I was the first to tell you that. You preceded me, Concubine Yue Xing." Jin Shuang says now that his face is close to mine I can feel his hot breath and now he wipes my tears with his thumb.

I laughed while still closing my eyes. "I thought you were the first to say that, why did you force me to say that?"

"I didn't force you, I'm just telling the truth. There's nothing wrong with accepting being the Royal Queen, because when that happens you'll be able to lift everyone up, including your Mother and when that happens she can do nothing but accept that I'm the one you love."

"I can do that, but I don't want to do it. It's hard to fight my Mother, I know her. She's the most powerful person I've ever known even if you beat me you can't beat her so I'm telling you, I'll take care of it. I know she will not come down to the Mortal Realm. " I said and leaned my forehead against his chest.

"You don't have to be afraid, because I will defeat all the people she sends. Even ..." Feng Yiren.