Royal Queen In Wang (2)

"Your Highness, is it true that the Princess is in Wang?" I asked as I was now confused in front of the Queen as she sat on her throne with a serious face.

"It's true what Fate told you so start preparing you will go back to the man you love but please don't put that first."

"But I'm still confused, Your Highness. How is it that the Princess is there when I didn't see her when I went around looking for her?" I ask because I don't really understand what's going on.

"Enlarge your mind Feng Yiren, if my daughter is not aroung Wang Dynasty's places where can you find her?" said the Queen who gave me a place where I could find the Queen. "In the Palace? But when I visited there I did not see even a shadow of her."

"The questions are enough, Yiren. It's time for you to go back to the Palace, we know you will be let in there because you are the Former Queen of that place so just go back there if you still want to get the man you love."

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I am now dressing Jin Shuang in his clothes. We slept together.

"I feel like you're really restless, is there a problem?" Jin Shuang asked when I finished dressing him and now we are both facing each other. "I have a big problem. I don't know if I can handle this problem, it's not about my identity. It's about you."

"Me? I don't have a problem, you don't have to worry. I promised to love you. I'm the type of person to love only one woman in my entire life, and I won't let you down."

"To only love one woman in my entire life, Jin Shuang we both know that I only want you to love me but I know you can't do that. Your happy smile on me hides the sadness you have been experiencing for years and that loneliness is none other than the woman you truly love. I don't want to lock you up in love that you don't need."

I said sadly because I knew in my heart and mind that was the truth. Feng Yiren is the one he loves and not me, when that woman comes back he will also lose his love for me. If I could just beg her not to come back I would, but I can't beg.

I grew up in a world full of pride. I don't want to be small just because of love but if it's for Jin Shuang, I definitely will do it without hesitation.

My heart is very weak when it comes to the man in front of me now. "What are you saying? Is it because of the Former Queen? Yue-- Yao Xing, you don't have to worry about the Former Queen she's dead for a long time. Right now I'm going to the Hall with the Ministers to announce the decision to make you Queen soon."

My heart is happy because of what he said but I still can't force myself to smile because of the pain im bearing. "What if the person you think is dead is alive? Who will you choose? Is her? Or Me? You know Jin Shuang, there are many impossible things happening in the world today, the one where the resurrection of the Former Queen is possible. I don't want it to happen but she's really alive."

Weak but I know he heard but I don't know why he wasn't even surprised. Is he hiding his reaction because he doesn't want to hurt me.

"I know." after he said it was as if cold water had poured on my world both my eyes widened my hands started to tremble with fear. I'm afraid that Yiren has really shown up to him, and he doesn't want to love me anymore because the love he truly desires comeback.

"I know that she's alive I saw her. She was looking at me, and at that time you were lying down because you lost consciousness. I saw her secretly watching me, I saw her alive. She was alive, at first I was surprised but then The second time I lost my panic. I felt differently during those times, if you didn't come to my life, I would have run to follow her but I didn't do it because I felt something. I didn't feel the joy of seeing her alive, it was as if I didn't have any feelings for her, i just smiled and said it is good for me not to be guilty anymore, that is what I thought and what I felt during those times, is my urge to love you more. I am more afraid of losing you than of losing her, if she comes back in front of me now I will choose you. "

When he said those things, my heart beat faster. Fun, joy, love I don't know how I will feel at these times. I don't know but I saw my own happy smile and immediately hugged him tightly, I feel secured loving and cherishing him more.

Now I can say that he is really mine. "I think this is maybe why I love you, sometimes I wonder why I, the daughter of Queen Liones, fell in love with a human. In this case, this is the reason why I will choose to love you and you in this life of mine and in my next life. "

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"Clan Leader, why hasn't Emperor Jin Shuang woken up yet?" asked Liang Mai Sen, the General of the Demon Realm Soldiers asked the Demon Realms oldest Demon, Clan Leader Chu Qing.

"Mai Sen, this trial is very important to the Emperor if he suceeds this time he will definetly able to beat the Heavenly Realm's Royal Queen." Old Man Qing said while holding his stick while staring at the body of their Emperor. "The Emperor is a very awesome man i think without this trial he can definetly suceed."

"He indeed can, no one knows but our Emperor Jin Shuang is the strongest Immortal but a curse is upon on his body. When he was born, his Mother gave him a curse where his powers can only be limited so when you saw him using his skills that's only half of what he can really do so when this trial suceeds the curse can be removed. He can be the strongest Immortal in the whole Seven Immortal Realms."

"Success isn't a problem in the Emperor, a wife is. He is the Demon Emperor, but he still doesn't have an heir or even a wife." Liang Mai Sen bubbly said the Old Man Qing became serious when Liang Mai Sen mentioned a wife. "That isn't a problem... right now the heir of our Demon Realm is already in the stomach of its mother. Heavenly Royals act like they know everything when all of it is all false, do not be wary cause' the Mother of our Demon Realm's heir is a woman whose heart is very clear. Heavenly Immortals said our people is bad, when they are just the puppet of the real bad person is. Demons are good, we are just waiting for them to realize their mistake of trusting a bad immortal."