Chapter 13 Go Home

Behind the woods, Mu Dishi stands in front of the flowing river. Mu Dishi took off his clothes. He walked into the pond and immersed himself in the water. His mind is full of words, his body is full of pain, and his heart is full of sadness. He felt tears in his eyes. He did not remember crying since his family's death, but shed tears for Ma Jingguo. He closed his eyes and began to slowly flow his internal energy to force the poison out of his body. Dark blood dripped slowly from the side of his half-rotted upper left arm.

Mu Dishi murmured painfully, "Jingguo…"

Mu Dishi still remembered that when he was on the verge of death, the thought of ​​refusing to leave Ma Jingguo really saved him, but if he knew that Ma Jingguo lived a happy life without him, he would have sleep forever with the happy dream he had of his family. By now, he should have left this cruel world behind. He continues to remember the past.

Mu Ai, "Dishi…" She reached out her hands and Mu Dishi grabbed her hand.

Mu Dishi found himself walking towards Mu Village that was full of life then Ma Jingguo's voice stopped him.

Ma Jingguo shouted, "Xiao shushu, are you leaving me behind again?"

Mu Dishi said, "Jingguo, I am going home."

Ma Jingguo said, "Xiao shushu, if you are going home with them, who am I going to go home with?"

Mu Dishi looked at his parents, his sister, and Mu Jiao Long then he looked at Ma Jingguo who stood alone with tears streaming down his face.

Ma Jingguo said, "Xiao shushu, can you please don't hurt me before you will care for you?"

Mu Dishi slowly took his hand away from Mu Ai's hand. He said, "Mother, I'm sorry. I can't leave Jingguo behind."

Mu Ai smiled at Mu Dishi and said, "We are leaving now."

Mu Dishi opened his eyes slowly, with blood dripping from the corners of his mouth, and closed his eyes with a smile on the corners of his mouth. He knew in his heart that he escaped death. He took out his first layer of clothes, Honglei's sheathed, and threw it on the ground. He stood near the edge of the tunnel and jumped into the water. From then on, he didn't remember anything until Miao Mingzhu came over to wake him up. At that time, he learned from Miao Mingzhu that Wang Biming rescued him from the water and used eighty percent of Wang Biming's internal strength to stabilize the poison on his left arm. Every seventh day, he would slowly use his inner strength to force the poison out, but the poison would slowly damage his flesh until he is completely detoxify.

When Mu Dishi realized that he was strong enough to heal his wounds, he left Wang Biming and Miao Mingzhu. He returned to the river and continued to look for Ma Jingguo along the river, but he could not find Ma Jingguo. He stayed in the village at the foot of the mountain for four months. As soon as he heard that the villagers had found a dead martial artist by the river, he would dragged his sickly body to look at the dead person.

Hearing that Ma Jingguo was dead, he decided to stay in Wu Village to heal himself and kill Fu Yuanjun to avenge Ma Jingguo, but little did he knows, when he returned home last night, his favorite dishes were sitting neatly on the table. Then he rushed to the inn where they usually stayed when they passed by Li Village. He did not see Ma Jingguo's lonely and sad face, but heard loud laughter and music. He did not see Ma Jingguo mourning for him, but saw Ma Jingguo enjoying and kissing another man in his arms.

At that moment, Mu Dishi knew that he had always been right, and promise was just hollow breath between the lips. He wiped the blood from the corners of his mouth. He got up and got dressed. He remembered all the people who hurt him in the past, no one hurt him more than Ma Jingguo. Ma Jingguo is the only person who Mu Dishi is willing to changed and toned down his coldness for. Ma Jingguo begged to be his equal, and he willingly gave it to Ma Jingguo. It turns out that the more you love someone, the more painful you will be when they deceives you.

Back in the cave, when he told Ma Jingguo in the tunnel that he wanted them to go home, he was sincere. When they left the cave, he would let Ma Jingguo lead the way, and he would happily follow Ma Jingguo where Ma Jingguo wanted to go. Tonight, after witnessing Ma Jingguo happily kissing another man with his own eyes, he knew that people who were close to him always came with a dark purpose.

In Mu Dishi's life, he felt that people around him hurt him again and again. They deprived him of trust in them bit by bit, until he no longer trusted anyone. He finally understood that his destiny was to live alone to the last breath, so he decided it was time to go home and never set foot in Central Plains again.

Early in the morning, when the birds began to sing around, Ma Jingguo finally realized that he stayed up all night to wait for Mu Dishi. From last night until morning, Mu Dishi showed no sign of returning to the house. Ma Jingguo took the dishes on the table and washed them. He made breakfast and continued to wait for Mu Dishi, when Yuan Chaomei walked in the door, it was almost noon.

Yuan Chaomei said, "Chief, everyone is ready and waiting for you."

Ma Jingguo said, "Chaomei, I don't want to leave until I see xiao shushu."

Yuan Chaomei said, "Chief, you should know what kind of person Mu gongzi is. If he doesn't want to see you then he will never let you see him." She sat opposite Ma Jingguo. "I will send someone to monitor the house. If Mu gongzi comes, we will be notify right away."

Ma Jingguo walked to the kitchen, took a piece of coal, walked back to the table and sat down. He wrote on the table, 'Xiao shushu please wait for me when you come home. After I save shifu, I will come to see you'. He looked at Yuan Chaomei. "Let's go save shifu."