I hate my best friend!

After Luke left, I went back to my counter and started to arrange the clothes on the shelf angrily...I couldn't lie to myself! I felt guilty...so damn much!

Everything that happened and was supposed to happen was all my fault. I should've known better...I had known for several years what Luke's real feeling was to me, but I never knew how I should treat him because I had no mutual feeling for him! In fact, I wasn't gay at all and I happened to have a good relationship with my girlfriend Kylie. A hot girl who also had a good personality! I didn't need a boyfriend...I didn't want a boyfriend!

In addition to my guilty conscience, I also had a very bad feeling about myself. I really couldn't believe that such nonsense came out of my mouth ... I could say that he's my friend ... just as easily! And yet, when he kissed me like that, I couldn't do anything because I knew everything was my fault! Damn me and my lack of ability in Critical decisions! Luke was one of my best people and I didn't want to hurt him. I felt like I was playing with the feelings of a teenage boy ... Everything was my fault ... everything!

"Oh boy...what happened? Did you already miss your boyfriend? But I think you had the right to hide him and this relationship, he's is something else!" Mikey tried to be serious and sympathetic, but the signs of joy were clear on his face...that animal!

"Fuck off Mikey! Mind your own business!" I spat out bitterly and he finally stopped pretending and smiled broadly!

"No, really! I do wanna know! What were you thinking about when you told Louis that he's your boyfriend? Why didn't you tell him that he's your friend? Why not your cousin, or even your other step-brother? Why did you decide that he should be your BOYFRIEND? It's so interesting for me! I want to know your reasons. Of course, I have my own guess...it seems, you don't hate it yourself! You were literally melting in his arms, from the pleasure of that deep kissing ... Hmmm ... you got stuck in your own game, buddy!"

He mischievously tried to make me angrier and he succeeded! Furiously I clenched my fists on my counter and gritted my teeth together...he was playing a dangerous game because I was only minutes away from crushing his bones and I didn't even care that we were in public because he was an abusive asshole!

"Would you shut up? Firstly, I told you once that it slipped from my mouth, I panicked from seeing Louis in the middle of the jungle, ok?! And secondly ... who said I have such a feeling for him? I just couldn't do anything in front of Louis and I was waiting for him to stop it and end the show! You better stop it right here because I don't like to talk about this ever again!"

I explained it word by word and clearly so that he might understand that I was talking seriously and wasn't joking, but the big smile that was still on his face had something else to say! See? He clearly was a numbskull dog!

"Ahh...I know you inside out buddy! You are not much of a talker ...you prefer to act... you like to be firmly pulled in the arms of an especial someone and Get close to him and get kissed wet and deep and ..."

I quickly glanced at Louis who was talking to one of the customers, and with a swift movement, I grabbed Mikey's hand that was on my counter and twisted it in such a way that I felt his bones break in my hand! Oh God ... that was like music to my ears!

"Ouch ... Ouch Ashton, please... Ashton, you're breaking my hand! Let go...please let go, that was the third bone that you broke ... Ashton!" When I heard his begging and saw the pain written on his face, I finally let go of his broken hand with a small smile...that was fun!

He quickly pulled his hand out of mine and took a couple of deep breaths with a red face to soothe his pain ... he knew I had a short temper but he wasn't clever enough to know when he should stop!

"Fuck you, you savage caveman!" He gave me a mean glare and I nodded in response to his cute attempt for being scary!

"Get out of my sight! I don't want to..." He rolled his eyes and rudely interrupted me before I could tell him again to fuck off!

"You're acting so barbaric that I forgot why I came! Why did your boyfriend come here?" I glared at him but he just shrugged and motioned me to continue.

"He had some new evidence from Louis ... he said that it seems that Louis and Zayn have a relationship with each other, a close one!" I whispered excitedly and his mouth dropped open!

"What do you mean?"

I repeated everything Luke had told me, for him with great excitement that made his eyes widen! He quickly glanced at Louis, then glared at me!

"Then why are you still here?"

I looked at him strangely and raised my eyebrows. He was expecting me to go and ask Louis directly that what was his relationship with Zayn? "What exactly do you expect me to do now?"

"We should go see boss Ashford...we have to tell him, it's not a small matter!"

He had a point, but we weren't allowed to do something that would make Louis lose his trust in us!

"If we go to see boss right now and in the middle of our shift, Louis will be 100% suspicious of us and we will sign our murder sentence with our own hands!! Call the boss and tell him we need to see him tonight ... it's better this way!" I suggested to him and he nodded after thinking about it for a moment.

"You're right...ok! I call him and then I tell you the result."

"Ok!"

When Mikey left, I got back to my work and gave two customers the help they needed to find the right clothes and the right size. After about twenty minutes I went back to my counter, I was thinking about what boss might guess about their relationship when I saw that Louis was coming towards me with a warm smile. His smiles were always soothing...

"How are you, buddy?"

When he asked me how I was with his usual energetic voice and bright smile, I smiled from the bottom of my heart ... he really did care about us!

"I'm great!" I replied with a big smile, but it was clear that Louis hadn't believed my words...

"When I brought Luke with me, I thought the same...that you will feel great and happy, but after he left ... I can tell that you are not feeling so well. Has something happened? If I can do anything, just tell me!"

I was embarrassed when he sincerely offered to help me with something that he knew nothing about! He was really worried about me and all I was doing was lying ... I was lying to him about everything and it was getting harder and harder to bear the guilt that I felt, every time that I saw his kind gestures...he didn't deserve that!

"No ... it's nothing. Our relationship is fine, we're great ...but I'm not feeling so well myself ... I think I'm getting sick!"

I rubbed the back of my neck in embarrassment and he looked at me with concern...I was a piece of shit for making him worry about me, for no reason!

"If you are not well, you can take the rest of the day off!" He offered kindly and I shook my head quickly...I couldn't do that to him...we were short-handed with all of our available sellers!

"No! It's not that bad. I think it's just a bug... but thanks for the offer anyway!"

"Alright... I'm here if you need anything. Don't be shy!"

"I never am!" I replied with a huge grin that made him laugh and the sound of his laugh made me feel a little better about myself!

He winked at me and then went towards Joanna. When I was sure he was far enough away from me, I went towards Mikey, who was trying to hide behind a tall mannequin, and was making bird noises to get my attention! What was wrong with him?

"What? Didn't you see that Louis was right in front of me? Why are you being so fishy and...Pale? What did he say?" I asked alarmed and he glances around with confusion and fear!

"He said he's on his way...boss is coming here!"

"What the fuck? What do you mean he's coming here? We didn't do anything wrong...did we?" I whispered with shock and fear... boss had never done such a thing before!

"When he told me that he's on his way, I was exactly like you ... When I told him that we had important news, he said immediately that he would come here himself, then he hung up on me!"

I took a deep breath confused and looked at Louis who was talking to a customer with a smile...was he coming here because Louis was injured today? Or we did something wrong that we didn't notice ourselves?

"It's the first time ... it's the first time since we were turned into werewolves and since we became boss Ashford's top agents. It hasn't happened before that he wants to come out of the main base, just to hear our report. He hates to show up in public without a necessary reason! We can only hope that our news is interesting enough for him, otherwise, we will be six feet underground by the end of the night!"

"Now that I thinking about it... I'm not feeling good at all! I'm going home, you give the interesting news to the boss...I'm feeling generous at the moment, so I'm letting you have the honor!"

I could only stare at him open-mouthed...That dodgy bastard!