Don't be a coward Don't be a coward Don't be a coward...
I repeated many times in my head...having Anne in my apartment was like a dream from which I didn't want to wake up.
But now in the time that we have shared the same space... my clumsy heart has not stopped beating faster than normal.
my hands shake and my face turns like a cherry...and Anne's idiot friend keeps making fun of me and making me feel even more embarrassed.
On the other hand Anne seems to enjoy everything and just treats us worse than a mother with her naughty children and at a certain point I feel a bit annoyed.
Going to and from work was too boring...but now with these visits, it's a pleasure.
We go to many places and it seems that the past is no longer relevant.
I wish my feelings for Anne would dissipate so I wouldn't have to act like a fool in front of her.
But I think it ended up having the opposite effect and I fell even more in love with her.
Ann: what are you thinking?