All Rose wanted was a simple way to make money. 

Instead, she got An Hajun, voted the most handsome Kpop idol three years in a row and probably one of the most famous people on the planet. 

Read how Rose embarks on a journey of balancing nerve-wracking work, complicated friendships, never-ending jealousy, crippling burn-out, numerous self-doubts, the ever-lasting urge for perfection and passion as she simultaneously tries to answer one question: 

Does Love overpower all?

Accidentally Assisting

And just like that, everything goes back to normal, and a month goes by of Hajun and I just being swarmed by work as we're preparing for the tour. 


Every time the word lingers in my mind, I feel a pang in a stomach. It'll go on for two months. Then back home for another month to prepare YouGe' comeback, and then another three months on tour. In other words, that's almost half a year in foreign countries, far away from my family and friends. 


Just the thought of it makes me pee my pants out of fear. 


I'm aware that this might sound surprising coming from someone who wanted to embark on a travel program all on her own. However, during my travels, I would have been alone and learned a lot about myself. During this tour, I'll be around other people all the time, and most of these people I'm not friends with. 


Nervous anticipation