Is it bad that i don't want to stay in the home town that i lived my whole life in, i feel no connection to this place even though my family and friend are here, but i guess the heart ache, lies and nightmares outweigh the good memories that I've made throught the life span of my life. 
How to do even tell your family all this without them saying your mental?
How do i tell my mother the one person that I'll miss the most out of this drama that I'm leaving and never coming back even though I'll break my being for leaving her, but i know it's the right thing to do is leave
I guess your wondering why does a person that has his whole life in Texas want to leave so bad, what was so bad that leaving is his only option to keep himself from having a mental break down. 
I'll tell you, mady you'll agree with me, but mady you won't but that doesn't mean I'll change my mind.
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The tipping point

As his breath hitched “I...I was trying to make you breakfast because I wanted to thank you for yesterday” as he blushed and tried to look away from me. It was adorable, I thought, as I hugged him tightly and cuddled my face into his neck as he ran his finger through my hair. I wish we would stay like this forever I thought but everything has to end sometimes. As I said “come on I’ll make you breakfast this time, okay” as I stopped hugging him and he jumped off the counter “but I want to help you, since I’m the one that made the mess” 


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