Is it bad that i don't want to stay in the home town that i lived my whole life in, i feel no connection to this place even though my family and friend are here, but i guess the heart ache, lies and nightmares outweigh the good memories that I've made throught the life span of my life. 
How to do even tell your family all this without them saying your mental?
How do i tell my mother the one person that I'll miss the most out of this drama that I'm leaving and never coming back even though I'll break my being for leaving her, but i know it's the right thing to do is leave
I guess your wondering why does a person that has his whole life in Texas want to leave so bad, what was so bad that leaving is his only option to keep himself from having a mental break down. 
I'll tell you, mady you'll agree with me, but mady you won't but that doesn't mean I'll change my mind.
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The tipping point

As I tried once more to open my eyes. As I slowly managed to open my eyes and closed them once again as the light of the room was too bright but once my eyes adjusted to the light I opened my eyes again. As i opened my yes i could see Scarlett cuddled up next to me as i looked to my right i could see Hunter sitting down on a chair reading a book just as i was about to say something i heard my mothers voice from the entrance of the room “Marcelo you're awake?” she said as she came running towards me with a happy and shocked look on her face as she hugged me as she did that Hunter dropped the book he was reading and looked towards me like he wouldn’t believe he was seeing as i said “Hunter?” as he ran up to my bed and grabbed me by the face and kissed me as my mom went to go get the doctor. 


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