CHAPTER SIXTEEN

Jayden eagerly responded by kissing me back intensely. It all happened so fast and I quickly pulled back when the realization hit me.

"I'm sorry." I muttered.

"You love me too, don't you?" He asked holding my face in his hands.

"Talk to me Alyssa."

I held my head and screamed literally.

"Yes! I'm in love with you. You drive me crazy every damn time. I hate you but the feeling of love I have for you overshadows the hate. Fuck! You're annoying but I like it. I like you. I love you. Your attitude drives me insane but that's why I love you." I said all in one breath.

I calmed down. Looked at Jayden who was smiling.

"Drunk Alyssa is my favorite." He commended and began tickling me. I ran to the bed and he still continued, laying directly above me. I stopped laughing when he stopped. I looked at him and found him looking at my lips. I bit then deeply.

" The fuck is wrong with you?!" He groaned in frustration and landed his lips on mine again. This time the kiss was intense and savoury as our tongues met. I wrapped my hands on his neck as we deepened the kiss.

The kiss sent tingles all over my body like an electric shock.

I absolutely haven't felt this way at all.

Jayden's mouth left my lips as they landed on my neck, all over my face and chest. They lingered on my chest and went down... I jolted and Jayden smiled.

"You're so beautiful." He said between kisses.

"Thank you." I replied like a nervous teen.

I tried rubbing both my legs together as I felt myself getting wet. Jayden smirked and kissed my neck again. He sucked and kissed. I guess that's my weak spot. At this point, I was completely aroused. It was a new thing to me.

"Jayden....please." I pleaded. The torture was too much.

"What do you want Alyssa? Talk to me." He whispered on my ears licking them.

"I need you." I whispered.

He gave me his signature smirk.

I began removing the button on his shirt with this sudden new found confidence. I swear it's the alcohol. Remind me never to drink again.

"Hold on there viper." Jayden said holding my hands still giving me that smirk.

"I want you to enjoy it. Be calm okay."

I nodded.

Like flash, he removed the zip of my gown. And slowly reeled it out of my body. I wasn't wearing a bra so I was left in my casual underwear. I became self conscious. It suddenly felt chilly.

"Are you all right?" He asked me. I only smiled.

Jayden kissed me while using one hand to remove my underwear. It was so fast.

He used one finger to rub and outline every part of my lower region and slowly inserted same finger into me. I moaned.

"Damn..your moans turn me on even more." He said smirking.

I felt his finger go deeper. He brought it out and began rubbing my clit. I was obviously in cloud nine.

My moans were getting louder.

"Do you want everyone to hear us baby?" He asked rhetorically.

I felt two fingers go inside me and I screamed in pleasure. It was like a sweet pain.

"Fuck...you're so tight babe." Jayden commented.

He removed his fingers and took out his trousers and underwear and I yelped when I saw his size.

At that point all I could think of was having him in me and nothing else. I kissed him while he rubbed his dick around my lower region, teasing me. After a few seconds, he stopped and asked me, "are you sure you want this?" I nodded like a lizard and that was it.

He went inside me slowly as I grabbed his hair, moaning endlessly until I finally got adjusted to him.

"Are you okay?" He asked for the umpteenth time while I replied with nods.

He went slowly. It was a mixture of both pleasure and pain. He continued with his slow stokes and after ten minutes, he mentioned something I didn't hear as my moans filled the room.

I felt myself tense up and suddenly felt free and relaxed.

Jayden removed himself from me and smiled.

"I guess I gave you your first orgasm. And I think I cummed inside you." He said smirking.

I needed to drink water. I tried getting up and I felt sore.

"Ow..." I moaned.

"Sorry love. The soreness will die down." He said while hugging my naked body.

"Do you know what will make you feel better? Round two." He said as he carried me back on the bed while I hit him jokingly.

We had sex again and this time it wasn't as slow as the first. It was fast and still, it was sensual.

I suddenly put everything behind me. I forgot I had cancer. I forgot about the oncologist statement and I felt complete. Like an average human. I felt fufiled.

"What does that make us?" I asked after we were done.

"What's that cringy word.....oh yeah....lovers." he said and kissed my head.