I was supposed to come along with Paz at the charity dinner, but then after the quick encounter with Tyler in the hallway earlier made me want to hide and refuse to go out not even just to grab some dinner on the near restaurant. Instead, I stayed in my room and ordered room service.
Paz was insisting a while ago but I specifically told her that if she’ll force me to go with her tonight I will surely pack my bags and head home.
I sighed as I settle down on the bed devouring an ice cream I ordered a while ago and opened my laptop to call my family. I miss my son so bad, to be honest if I could just fly back to Edinburgh right now, I will. Seeing Tyler earlier freaked me out.
I thought I’m already alright, I thought I’m all ready to face him but I was wrong… He still scares me. And I’m completely anxious about what will happen once he meet Sky. When we saw each other on the hallway he immediately asked about our son, and I’m afraid that he’ll take him away from me.