CHAPTER 28

JIN

After an hour of Samantha's episode, Allison and Zoe came. They brought some food to make lunch, the girls wanted to surprise us with their cooking skills. Funny, I thought they didn't have one. Y/n's did. Ashley as well. I remembered how I would cook with Y/n when we had a chance, no matter the situation.

I smiled at the memories.

"Earth calling Jinnie." I heard Jungkook's voice near me.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath before looking at him. "What's up?"

"Do you want to sing  first, yes or no?" Everyone was looking at me with curiosity in their eyes. How long had I been lost in my thoughts?

"Em, okay. Do you want to sing with me this song?" Jungkook nodded happily.

***

"I have a question. Why did you make Samantha leave? I thought you two were friends now." Jimin asked me, with a frown.

"We're, but these days she's so annoying and clingy. Besides, she isn't part of our group. Why would I wanted her here if I know she doesn't like-" I stopped, I didn't know if it was right for me to say it out loud, even though everyone knew it.

"Oh, yeah, she and the girls don't have a good relationship." Jimin giggled.

"That makes you laugh?" Hoseok asked. His voice wasn't as happy as before, I knew he was getting mad. Of course he was, why wouldn't he? I knew he knew everything, I knew Hoseok and Y/n were kind of second besties. I knew she told him how she felt.

"Is something wrong?" Jimin asked cluelessly.

"Forget it." Hoseok said.

***

When I got off the bathroom two voices took all my attention.

"Please, let me go." Y/n said. I hide myself into the bathroom again. I knew it wasn't good oversdropping a conversation, but I couldn't help it.

"You've to stay. You've to demostrate him you aren't weak, not for him. Please." That was Yoongi. He didn't talk to me since I was him with Y/n in his 'studio'.

"I know, but-" Y/n started.

"No 'buts', you'll stay. How about the others? Aren't we also your friends?"

"Of course you're."

"So, stay for us, okay?" Yoongi said.

Long silence.

I decided to look. Yoongi was hugging Y/n.

All my fault.

Maybe Namjoon was right, maybe I needed to talk to her, but I was scared. I couldn't do it. I couldn't talk to her and give her an explanation. It would make her feel uncomfortable and feel worse. It wasn't worth it. Things were better this way. Soon we would be gone and she would go to the university again. It was better this way.

"I just wished I could talk to him." Y/n almost whispered. I felt a tear falling of my eye and rolling down my cheek. She didn't know what she was talking about. It was better this way.