oneshot ( first part )

She did not remember most of her childhood, she assumed that the reason was time took it away. What she did remember was her mother was out of the picture for more than half of it , on the other hand her father was always there for her. Atleast that is what people told her but she doesn't remember him being that close since she was atleast four. Her mom said she wasn't there because she was working to maintain food on the plate while " your father was being at bed doing nothing" but only god actually knows what was going on. When she grew up to a age when memories are a bit more permanent she saw how her parents relationship was empty and they even told her that the only reason it was even there in the first place was because of her birth. Sometimes she felt guilty of it but sometimes she ignored it. Her mother was pretty much a country girl and her family is one of her most important things in her life. On the other hand her father was very much against it and she would see them once or twice in a month. If you are wondering about her dad's family, well his father left the country years ago and didn't interact much with him as a child , while his mother did not want to take care of any kid and left him with her mother. He grew up in a poor neighborhood where ton of crime happened so he pretty much had to learn the hard way and knew nothing about family love. Their daughter did not suffer tons of physical abuse, atleast that she remembers, but what she does remember is her father slapping, pushing , yelling at her mother for the smallest things. For example if she did not do the food with the exact amount of salt he wanted or if she didn't bring his coffee in the morning fast enough. She was basically his maid while working as well. She loved him even if he didn't at all . She tried to get him a job but he refused until one day he finally accepted. Who knows why this job was finally good enough for him but it was a step on the right direction. Their daughter who was in about fifth grade at that year kept studying like everyone else , every day was every much the same. Her life was very different from other kids that is for sure, her house was surrounded by a metal fence tall enough that made it impossible for she to get out. She also was way too scared to even try since her father would be pissed and would beat her up. Her day was basically going to school and coming right back , that led to her being pretty much a loner that was quiet twenty seven hours every day. One thing her father was strict about was her school performance but it wasn't that bad since she had no friends she spend the time studying, that was the only thing she knew. Nothing big happened until years later one of her father's cousin gave them the opportunity to live in a whole new city and since where they were living currently was not the best of the conditions they took it and left. By when she landed she was going to be eleven soon but she was not happy at all. It was a massive change and no one ever asked her what she thought about it. It was a huge impact on her since even the language was different and now she had to live at that uncle house and be uncomfortable. Her father's cousin was nice and treated her prettyfairly . On the other hand his partner and his mother who was already pretty old were seen dissatisfied but still tried their best to deal with us. I refer to it as "dealing" since that is the best way to say it. They treated them like inferior beings and especially the old mom sometimes could be heard talking about how she and her parents were eating too much and had to get a job and leave soon even though they were being helpful with shores and other difficult jobs around the house. Months after ,her parents relationship kept being toxic and finally exploded. Her mother threatened to call the police and tell them how he was abusive if he did not leave. The city they were living in was very different than the one before, at the current city the police had the control and her father decided not to risk it and left. She could be seen sad since her father just left and was probably never going to come back but her shock was stronger so she didn't react at all. Now it was only her and her mother alone in this house that was not even theirs. They were living there because of his cousin, they were panicking since they could be kicked out and they were in a whole new city and did not understand their language. Turns out his cousin was way more nice and did not kick them out but his partner , as well as his partner mother seemed mad since they wanted them gone atleast that much they understood. She now was going to this city school where she was bullied for not understanding and always being alone but she was naive and ignored it. Until she had a massive mind change , she started studying and studying until she could understand more than half of this new language.