one-shot ( end part )

She worked hard to show people back at home that these people they called useless were not that dumb and could stand up for themselves. Her mother on the other hand was working hard but could not hide she was a country pumpkin. Remember the cousin that took them in was in a relationship and that that partner had a old mom who was really rude and treated them like trash. Well one day she told her mother " you are so dumb and cannot learn anything, using this machine is not that hard how could you not get it ?" That touched her last nerve and she turned back and told her clearly that this was the last day she would turn a blind eye to her disrespecting her mom. This leading to them being kicked out. She was mad and sad because she did not think of how saying that could affect her mother but she walked out of that house with her head up since she did not allow them to treat her mother like a animal. They figured it out and now had a small studio, it wasn't the best and was nothing compared to the house she was living at before but she could not be more happy. It could be small but it was theirs , no one was able to tell them they were eating too much or that they were annoying. This was all their to enjoy. You might be wondering what happened to her father, well he found another random cousin of his and started living with them and getting his life together but he never tried to contact his daughter as much. She was much better now , but that did not go for much time. As mentioned before they were living in a small studio but it of course is not free. Her mother had two jobs and had almost no contact with her daughter aside from the few minutes they spend together in the morning before she left. She on the other hand was feeling lonely and useless since she couldn't help her at all. She thought,  "maybe if i wasn't here she wouldn't work so hard". She was in eight grade about now and filled that empty space in her mind with being outside a lot. You could find her at friends houses or in parties pretty much every day. She started having relationships with people that had nothing good to bring to the table, for example one of them was almost a adult and was rumored to sell drugs but no one was ever sure. They were all pretty sketchy and she should not be involved with those type of people at all, especially at such age. When her parents found out, it was almost too late but they moved and she could be seen a little better. Now almost finishing her last year and moving to high school she was not seen anymore with that kind of friends , she only had three or four friends but none were ever that close , you could call them school buddies at max. Guess that was a step forward but her feelings of emptiness and loneliness did not disappear at all. Now she could be seen down more often since school was more stressing now and she hand no one to go to. She kept repeating days and days all over again just like when she was a kid. Two years passed she was now a sophomore in high school. She was closed to falling all of her classes multiple times and was seen with no motivation. No one ever thought much of it and she was often called a disappointment , someone lazy and even worse things. One day her mom walked in and found her holding her stomach and telling her to take her to the hospital. Her mom could he heard yelling " are you dumb , is your life that hard ? You literally have no bills to pay. There are kids having it worse and don't even think of doing that , i wish you could be sent to a worse family and were raped so you learned what having a hard life actually feels like". She was shocked, she could have expected that from her dad but from her mother? Never. She was sent to the hospital and then put into a mental health hospital days later. While there she was in complete shock, what her mom had said kept repeating over and over in her head. She thought of herself as trash and had a panic attack so bad she woke up  days later. Her mom called her father and told him everything that happened, or atleast her version of it. He then called and could be heard crying on the phone saying how he was always there for her. She was naive enough to believe him and even was seen crying later. Either her father has double personality or he is just that much of a bad person. Days later he called her to the hospital again and started yelling at her about how the decision she took was dumb and that her life was too good for her to be complaining. Things like that and insults kept coming through the phone line while she cried and apologized sitting on the floor. Her parents had never dealt with depression themselves so the only thing they did was put the blame on her not knowing how this could affect her mental health. Days later at twelve at night a scream was heard from the last room of the hallway. Nurses came running to see the issue and what they saw was terrifying yet it felt kind of comforting. She now fifteen years old had hang herself in the light of the moonlight.