ch.17 I've Changed

Finn's P.O.V.

"are you sure about this?" I mumbled and smiled, "hell yeah! are you ready?" she shouted and glanced at me and grinned. "I don't know, I'm frozen" I mumbled as I was looking down from where I stood.

A cold breeze blow on my half naked body making me shiver, the sky was clear and bright, I feel cold and warm as the sun was hitting on my skin directly.

"come on Finn! don't be a p***y!" Jason shouted swimming near the waterfall. It was really high and I didn't know I had fear of heights, but I conquered it immediately.

f**k it, just do it! I said to myself, I ran and jumped with all the courage I had. "GERONIMO!" I shouted and closed my eyes.

I opened my eyes and to my surprise the water was already a feet below me and splashed really hard.

"Finn that was f***ing awesome!" Jason shouted and splashed water on me. I was afraid I might hit the floor, but it was very deep to make it possible.

"that was insane!" I shouted and raised my hand in the air. I felt so alive after I made that jump. Jason made a triple backflip and it was pretty awesome, but not as awesome as I did, I mean, I didn't do a backflip or anything, but I was so happy and proud of myself for jumping that high and it felt awesome.

We took our time and enjoyed that moment, Red was so sexy and beautiful, and I couldn't take my eyes off of her.

The sun was about to set when we arrive back in the pack, Ava and few other guys voted to have barbecue outside Red's cabin.

I went inside her cabin and laid on her bed. "baby, are you okay?" Red mumbled as she entered the room. "yeah I'm fine, I'm just a little tired" I mumbled and she laid beside me.

"did you have fun?" she said and pecked my lips. "I did, today was awesome" I mumbled and smiled.

"I love you" I said and looked her in the eyes, "I love you too" she replied and kissed me even more, she cupped my cheek and I went on top of her kissing her aggressively.

"we can hear you loud and clear from here, in case you didn't realize that" Jason shouted from the living room with few other guys.

We both laughed and pulled away, "you're such a c**k blocker you know that!" Red shouted and we laughed.

"you guys can stay on the bed and we'll just eat all of these barbecue then," Keane shouted, and we immediately went out to join them outside.

After eating we decided to stay and have fun, we surrounded the bonfire as we were chatting and laughing. Few other guys had their mates with them, I noticed the mark on their necks while the only ones who didn't have was Keane, Jason, Ava and Red, well of course Red is reserved for me.

From that moment on, we hangout every weekend, we go for hiking, swimming, camping and the best of all, sex before going to bed.

Red and I have done it a couple of times in just a single day, but this time Red took precautions and had pills unlike our first time.

We haven't talked about marking each other yet, and I don't think she knows that I'm ready for it. I have decided to be with her for the rest of my life even if it means turning me to a werewolf.

I became pretty bold about myself, it's been 6 months that we started dating, I go in and out of the pack whenever I want, the pack soldiers have became my friends and let me joined their training somehow.

I have became a little bulkier than I was before, my abs wasn't very visible before, but now Red always come drooling when we take our clothes off.

Alpha Roger trained me personally, he doesn't make it easy for me and making me wince in pain everytime, but the longer I trained with him the better I became. I have never even landed a punch on him, I was afraid of hitting him but now I realized it's impossible no matter how hard I tried.

"don't let your guard down Finn, defense is the best offense and watch your opponent closely, every move, every step and every action he takes will give off your advantages if you fail to anticipate his movements." Roger mumbled as we are in the middle of my training, my sweats are running down my skins. I watched him closely and prepared for quick attacks.

This time we are using bo staff as weapons, he suggested me to train with weapons in combat since I'm not physically as strong as a they are.

He tried to hit me head down and I blocked it with my staff, he countered by going for below, but I predicted it and blocked again, he withdraws and powered up his swing and I did the same to counter him. He is too fast and too strong for me, he quickly thrusted his bo staff and I failed to dodge it.

I winced in pain, "that's enough for today" he said and dismissed himself. I knew he was going on a full thrust, but he was to fast for me to counter it.

Today wasn't so bad, I had 4 bruises on me, but I'm getting better and stronger. The first week I started training in this pack was killing me, I had so many bruises I couldn't count, they are very skilled and doesn't hold back even to beginners. I trained very hard and I still failed to defend myself today, but not as dead as I was going to be before if it was a real thing.

Red wasn't around the pack, but she left me a note on her fridge saying she went out of town. She didn't explained why so I tried to call her, but she doesn't answer.

I've been in the pack for a week straight, so I decided to come home, because I missed my mom and the twins.

Somehow I convinced my mom that I'm going for a retreat camp for a few days after the principal announced a two weeks no class due to renovation.

My studies went well and I'm acing my test, I started to work on a cafe as a waiter along with Sarah. I've been working there for 3 months now and in return I'm forced to leave music club, they didn't really agree to my decision so I made a deal to just participate when I'm needed until they can find someone else who can replace me.

I went home after an hour and decided to take a long bath. Prom is about 3 weeks from now and I haven't got a formal attire for that event.

I sighed deeply as I was laying on the tub filled with water. I closed my eyes and imagined Red naked with me in the tub.

I've been so clingy and annoying to her lately, but she loves me anyway and I love her as much. She's the best thing that ever happened to me.

I finished my business on the bathroom and got dressed for bed. I looked at myself on the mirror and I don't feel and looked the same as I was before when I first came here. I no longer used glasses and wore contacts since Red told me that she likes me without glasses.

I grabbed my phone on the way to bed and check if Red was online, but she wasn't so I tried to pass some time by playing call of duty with Jason, Keaton and Keane.

We've been playing for 2 hours and I didn't realized it was already 1 am, I turned my phone off and went to sleep.

"Finn, run... get away as far as you can and don't look back" a woman like voice shouted in my head, I immediately forgot what I was dreaming about, all I could remember was the voice telling me to run away. It wasn't my mom's or Red's voice, or anyone that I know of, it must be some kind of just a random dream.

My heart races in confusion, the last time I had weird dreams like this was when Devon tried to tell me that Red is my mate.