I was still sad as well as depressed.I am afraid to step out of my room. I thought time will solve everything, and I must stay as strong for my mom. I don't want my mom to know about my siblings abusing me. Seeing tears in my mom's eyes is the worst pain i have experience. My heart aches whenever my mom cried. I don't want my mom to cry for me.
I stood Infront of mirror gazing into my own reflect. I can see my face became red by the tea they fling me earlier. I can see my brown eyes gazing into a girl who is depressed and sad but still trying to be strong carrying fake smile .
I heard knock on door. I wipe away my tears grabbing water bottle which is on table besides my bed, splashing few drops of water over my face to cover up my crying face. I open door, there my mom stood with smiling face as always. It hurt me to see my innocent mom smiling. I don't want to ruin my mom smile. So I fake my smile.