Chapter 32: The Sad Heart

We start our monthly meeting as usual on that day. All of us were already gathered at the meeting room and will start the meeting soon. Each department was busy to prepared their presentation meanwhile, I just sit there and keep looking at the main door.

Actually, I was expecting that he will be joining the meeting but after heard his secretary said that he will not join this meeting, I was disappointed. I wondering if he still mad at me and he didn't want to come today. But, I know he is a professional person. He will not gonna be like that.

Then, our monthly meeting was run smoothly. After a few hours, our meeting gonna be ended soon. I can say that during the meeting, I was not really paying attention and I feel like my soul was gone too.

Suddenly, Emmanuel has appeared. He walks through the door and we were surprised to see him come unexpectedly. As soon as I saw him, my heart feels happy. Finally, I can see him coming too.

I waiting for him to take a look at me but he didn't even look at me. He just came in with his stern face. He only talks to our leader and talking about the works.

''Jessa, are you okay?'' Lily whispering.

''Uh? Ah-yeah...I'm okay...''

''Don't worry, after this meeting, you can go talk to him,'' Lily said. I just nod my head.

After our meeting has over, I was deliberately looking for a document to be signed by him and I think that the only way I can see him secretly. He walks out and directly went inside his room and I follow him from behind.

Before coming into his room, I secretly looking around first and saw the others were busy doing their works. I quickly go inside his room. His face was in the puzzle when he sees me.

"Jessa? What are you doing?"

"Uhm... Mr. Emmanuel... I-I... I have some documents for you to sign."

"You can give it to my secretary."

"No! You have to signed right now, it's urgent."

He looks at me curiously. "Give to me."

I give the document to him and he straight away signed it.

"Done."

I stare at him for a moment. I can feel that he was mad at me even he didn't tell me directly, I can feel that...

''Jordyn Jessa, I said, DONE.''

''Uh? Oh...okay.''

''Anything else?''

''Uhm...Karson...I...!''

"Jessa, I'm busy right now. Can we talk later? After all, we at the workplace now. I don't think we should together like this."

I gasped when he talks to me like that. I was speechless. He really mad at me. At that moment, I want to cry there. I didn't expect that he could say that to me. My heart was broken right now.

''Karson, can you...!'' I can't finish my words when Aurora and a few people were coming there.

''Mr. Emmanuel, I have someone to introduce to you,'' Aurora said and go stand closer next to him. Looking at the situation, I immediately left the room. Then, I directly go to the toilet. I was crying secretly there.

After a few minutes, I going back to my workstation. I feel a little relieved after crying. ''Lily, is there anything we have to adjust with this account?''

''I already write the remarks there. You can double-check on that.''

''Oh, okay noted.''

''Jessa, are you okay?'' Lily asks behind me.

''I'm okay.''

''Are you sure?''

''Yes, don't worry. Let focus on the work today.''

''Alright, just tell me if you need anything.''

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Later on, when working hours have over, I still doing my work at the office. I actually didn't feel want to go back and I just force myself to keep working. Then, suddenly I feel my stomach in pain. I press my stomach hardly as I feel pain. I quickly run to the toilet as I feel like throwing up.

After a few minutes, I feel a little better but my stomach still in pain. I just remember that I skipped my lunch earlier. My gastric has come again. I put things on the table and prepared to go back.

I slowly take my walk and I was holding myself. I decide to go to the hospital on my own. I was sweating refraining from the pain. I want to call my sister but I can't do anything because I was too weak. I just braced myself to get to the hospital as soon as possible.

After I arrived outside infront of the office, I tried to wait for the taxi to come through there but there is none. I suddenly feel my vision was blurred and my head feels dizzy and it feels like my body was spinning around.

After a second, I felt down and I didn't feel anything. I just gave up at that time and I didn't know what happens next.

*****

Meanwhile, Bella was on duty in the emergency area at the hospital. At that time, the ambulance that brings Jordyn was coming to that hospital. As soon as Bella come closer, she was shocked to see the patient inside the ambulance was Jordyn.

There was someone who explains to her what happened and they immediately bring Jordyn to the red zone. They quickly check on her condition.

After a few hours, Jordyn transferred to the ward. She is still unconscious. When one of the nurses tries to find her information and contact her family member, Bella comes forward and will manage her by herself.

''It's okay, I know this patient. I will take care of her.''

''Alright, Doctor.''

''Before that, help me to send warm water here later.''

''Okay, Doctor.''

Then, Bella immediately makes a call to Emmanuel. But, when she called him, he didn't take her calls. Bella was wondering. She keeps calling him but he still didn't pick up her calls. She also sends messages to him.

Bella kept looking at her until Emmanuel come. After waiting for Emmanuel too long, Bella had to call Jordyn's sister. She worry that Jordyn might find someone beside her later when she regains consciousness.

She has to continue her works and can't stay with her for long. After an hour, Victoria has arrived. She hurriedly goes to find where her sister's room. After finding her room, she feels relieved.

''Hi, are you Victoria, Jordyn's sister?'' Bella ask.

''Hi, Yes. That's me. What actually happened to her?'' Victoria asks worriedly.

''I think you know that he has a mild gastric, so her gastric has attacked her again and it looks a little worst. But don't worry, we will check it again and confirm it later after her result comes out tomorrow.''

''Doctor, please save my sister.''

''Don't worry, we will do our best.''

''Thank you, Doctor...?''

''I'm Doctor Bella.''

''Thank you, Doctor Bella.''

''You're welcome. See you later.''

*****

After a few hours, Jordyn has awake. She finally regains consciousness.

''Jessa...are you awake?''

''Sister...''

''Shhh...don't worry, You at the hospital right now.''

''Sister...I miss you...!'' Suddenly, she shed tears there.

''I miss you too. Don't cry, I'm here. I'm sorry that I was too busy with my works. I didn't take care of you.''

''No, don't be...''

At that moment, both Jordyn and Victoria hug each other warmly. Victoria feels guilty toward her little sister. She feels bad because she feels that she failed to take care of her little sister.

Even though she know Jordyn can be independent, but she knows that sometimes Jordyn still needs attention from someone her love.

Besides that, Jordyn actually still thinking about Emmanuel. She wondering why he still didn't visit her there. She waiting for him to come that night, but he didn't appear there.

Did he really mad at me and didn't want to meet me? Did he really doesn't care about me? Or...did his heart already changes...