Chapter 37. The story continues

Elizabeth

When you make mistakes you never think they are mistakes until you experience them firsthand and you realize everything you have done wrong and everything you would like to change to try to fix it, but not being able to do so, you are left with a feeling of helplessness and guilt. That is exactly how I find myself, with the feeling of guilt on the surface, thinking every night that everything would have turned out differently if I had not made that decision that changed my life, well... not only mine, but that of both of us, because for that bad decision he had to pay a high price, losing his life.